First off... I kissed a boy. I have a boyfriend of three weeks now and I've already cheated on him. And I can't tell anyone because all my friends love my boyfriend and would run and tell him first thing... soo I need to get this out (secrets eat you up) I never thought twice about this guy I kissed... it was strange. I was already to pass out by the bonfire at this lil festy we were at and my boyfriend fed me some mushys and I woke right up.. and just about everyone there was in the same condition as myself. So I ended up talking with this kid, Blair, for quite awhile and he's just incredibly hot... (my shallowness coming out...) he's got shaggy blond hair and sideburns and the most incredibly white/perfect teeth I've ever seen... But what really drew me in was his laugh, It's one of the most contagious laughs I've had the pleasure of hearing... And it came so readily and I was definitly in the mood for a night of laughter. So we went up to his friends' tents and were trying to wake everyone up and being super loud and obnoxious. And the sun started to come up and we were just standing beside each other leaning against his car and he put his arm around me and I was like "uh oh"..... Then he asked if he could kiss me and I said I have a boyfriend.... OKay so that didn't stop us and it was such a wonderful passion filled kiss and he asked me if i wanted to go somewhere with him and watch the sunrise and I said no and ran away (literally ran) And I haven't seen him since. The festival lasted one more day but he left that morning, his friends said he was acting all weird so I'm wondering if he regrets kissing me or if I disgust him or if he likes me or what?? my curiousity is so piqued..... Now I can't stop thinking about him... blah, what do i do? I'm infatuated~
maybe you could break up with your boyfriend and try getting with the dude you kissed? aint no use in staying with someone if youve got feelings for another.
ahhh... easier said than done... my boyfriend is in love with me and I just don't know how to tell him I don't want this....
its better you let the boyfriend go as much as you know it will hurt him. in the long run he deserves someone who is faithful to him and loves him equally as much as he loves them. its the right thing to do. You can't control your feelings amber - you can't force yourself to love someone just because they love you. Its either there or its not and judging by what I've read, you probably care for your boyfriend deeply, but don't love him. If that's the truth than you should set him free, despite what your friends might think. I've been on both sides of the coin. I've left someone my friends have loved and I've had someone leave me who's friends loved me. Its always an akward situation. I've had a festival hook up myself before (though I was single at the time). It was fantastic and I did think about the girl for a short while after, but knew that it was just that kind of spur of the moment thing that was only meant for the one night. If it had happened while I was with someone, I would set them free - it would be the right thing to do.
if you keep going, not only would you be wasting his time but you'd be wasting your's as well. life's too short to waste...
