I underwent the most intense trip I've ever experienced in my life. This definately inspired me and I find, as i slip back into normal consciousness, that for an instant I completely defied the ordinary circumstance of conventional thought. Watched the General Idea fade from my character while literally sensing the floors of measured time and memory crumble. I began with a standstill feeling, where i would be walking without realizing it, as htough the things around me were moving towards my direction rather than me steering, a complete loss of physical control. Pacing up and down the wooden paved room. The drive to the isolated street corner was nothing more than someone pressing my "fast forward button" as I witnessed my life's movie in swift haste. It felt like 3 seconds when in reality it was a good 5-10 minutes. My friend sparked a spliff and the toking began, this is when the mushrooms began to take on its effects. I remember watching my friend react as he looked at me, as though we were havign a really active/intense conversaton. I must've been talking but I had no concrete understanding of how or what i was saying since i couldn;t hear my own voice. My friend would just laugh claiming i was the funniest girl but i couldn;t quite grasp why and didn;t care to. It was as though I was witnessing/participating in Existance rather than evaluating its relative substances. I'd close my eyes and images of sureal paintings would appear. i found myself repeating: "the salvador paintings in my head" over and over again. I glanced at my friend dan as he laughed uncontrollably. My first hallucination was when I looked through the passenger window towards a grassed area. The darkened patches began to grow like rolling hills and what was once a flat terrain turned into this breathing organism. It was as though the ground became alive constently fluctuating. This was only the beginning because eventually everythign around me seemed to be breathing. Shadows weren't their solid self instead they were perpetually shifting and defying the shape of what it reflected.... The drive back to my friend's basement was like before, my 3 second journey except this time everything outside melded into each other. It wasn't a blurring melding, more a clear picture of all things entwining. In his basement I recklessly had two shots of some sort of alcoholic drink. This was followed by me staring directly into a portrait of a door on the wall. It started to open and close as i vividly imagined the scenerio of an aged woman living inside, baking cookies with a bitter tongue. Unexplainable. I pointed it out to my friend but he told me it was "trippign him out too much" - to him the portrait induced something unsettling. At this point I began seeing trails around my hands and dew formed on the walls. I woudl wave my arms around, seeing the same thing a few seconds after. Tracing through the dew was brilliant. There were hand prints all over the place but they would not stay where i imprinted them specifically. My untamed sketches. We then began watching a movie. For some reason things became so easy to believe. The images in the screen became extremely tangible. I was so aroused by one of the artistic characters in the film. Well only for an instant, it needs to be understood that my thought patterns were completely different than how it ordinarily would think. Watching someone stroking paint on a canvas was probably one of the most sensual sensations I've ever experienced. Things overwhelmed me, easily. For once i allowed myself to feel every aspect of my vivid surroundings. The rust on the fire place was expanding and contracting as the bottom ledge moved in and out. So shifty... Anyhow I finally can comprehend how profound the mind is. I licked a psychedelic toad.... and got more than i bargained for. It was a maturing experience. You are probably wondering how much mushrooms I did and how much marijuana i smoked. Well : it was a half quarter of shrooms between two people and a hefty batch of marijuana, and two shots of alcohol. you do the math. Peace
and you'll never be the same again, lol. theres nothing like those beautiful, powerful visits to the nether realm. good trip report by the way, it was a fun one to read
Sounds like a good trip, just about right not too light and not too heavy. Hope you had a blast! You should try it sometimes during the day in the mountains or woods. The wilder the better, get away from the city and the people, just the sunshine and the breeze is incredibly refreshing. I can't stress enough to always respect psychedelics.
I completely agree with this. I've harvested such an appreciation for it. This was a unique and singular experience that i wouldn't mock by over-use. thank you
lol good trip report it sounds a little intense though for only half and 8th id recommend you take 3 tabs of acid and 2 gs of cubes, then youll see what trippin is all about
yeah i know, but shrooms is a rarity for me. It felt like one of those intense first time buzzes where you just lost it completely
Shrooms and the Psychedelic experince interest me so much. I dont know about other people, but i learn alot about myself. Plus the crazy stuff you can see, its just crazy!
