i hate you all because....there is just no way for you to understand. I hate myself too. There is no such thing as love anymore. Only lust, and lies.
Someday you will turn 19 and stop listening to Nirvana and Nine Inch Nails. Until then, don't do anything stupid.
please ignore the last 2 comments, i don't see how they can help you more to the point, i cant see how i can help, perhaps if you tell us why you feel like this we could help?
Actually, I think my post helps very much. I told them the truth, how things are. And I told them not to do anything stupid because blind teenage angst, like all things, fades.
Go suck on a blasting cap, liver condition, Cirrhosis. Now to explain The only girls who have ever told me they loved me only dated me for play. They had no real interest in me, and basically used me. There was nothing there. I am in love with an absolutely wonderful girl. I have been for almost a year. She loves me "as a friend". I would stay away, but she is my best friend. Since meeting her, not a day has gone by without talking to her for at least 4 hours. At times we have fooled around. The problem is that she is dating someone else. She has been with him almost as long as I've known her. Its is a long distance relationship, her and him, and he seems to avoid her. I don't think he loves her. But her guilt about him keeps her from being with me. And he doesn't break it off with her because he (like most) enjoys getting play. And... I'm losing hope that I shall ever love and be loved, because the depression that plagues me threatens each day to destroy me. I am begining to doubt I will live long enough to know love. And for Cirrhosis and all the other hater: It's not just teen angst. It is a mood disorder.
Your sending me negative CP and insulting me repeatedly really makes me think it isn't teenage angst. And if you don't tell me you have a mental disorder, how am I supposed to think you have one?
I hate you too. Wanna get drunk...I got a brand new unopened bottle of Everclear right here...........
man, be thankful that you can even get girls. i havent gotten farther than my right hand for christ's sake.
the feeling of a lack of love is directly proportionate to your separation from God, the Universe, the Tao, whatever you want to call the One from which all creation stems. if you find the center within you, you will learn to love you. after that the world will be more loving despite all the hate there. you will at least be able to love, tho' you may choose not to love all. but really, as you are not separate from any of it, you should seek to surrender to what is (God) and realize that you are a part of it and that in order to heal it you must first heal yourself. Namaste'
