I feel like such a moron. I always like to think the best of things when it comes to members of the opposite sex, but I inevitably end up facing rejection and depression. You would think that after years of this pattern, I'd change. But nope! Not dumbass me! I am such a fucking retard. I should just gain a ton of weight and lay around my house rotting in front of the telly for the rest of my days. I've tried to kill myself 7 times. If I wasn't so lazy I'd be trying again now. Talk about a loser. Sorry for the rant, go about the rest of your day.
Sweetheart, DON'T YOU DARE EVER TRY THAT AGAIN, I'd horsewhip your spirit if you left us all like that. You are most certainly not a loser, I know I haven't known you long, but you are one of the most beautiful beings I've ever met, and one is right about you being only 19 and in this state. It shouldn't be like that. You have so much to look forward to. BELIEVE ME .
