how it hurts

my feelings the way i am not excepted in the world of online cool people
actually it doesn't bother me that much........ i don't know you but here it is.....

rant rave discuss .... who fucking cares....

wot i have noticed about this place ... forums not just Hippies in general is that it is much less free peace loving place with people who are eager to help a neighbor, friend...or stranger....and more overly judgemental popular people,getting together to start polls on who is the prettiest and coolest and stuff like that.... i get told to post in the art forum or to stay in random thoughts .... why? are all the seats filled up here... or in young hippies..... isn't this suppose to be a community... ???? questions questions.... hmmmm.......maybe in the post that i've made i have rubbed you the wrong way??? still i have no answers... it all seems petty and superficial..... if you know the reason or if you just think its in my paranoid mind ...let me know..

i question myself today why i even come here... other then to keep up with your popularity contest that seems to be ever going..... just addicted i guess


maybe i've got it all wrong ... uhhh...... maybe ......


all smiles to you then...... trying to keep it happy


you know what ... i don't even give a hoot if this thread doesn't make sense ...cause i'm stoned...

 

Hey, I'm new here and don't have any opinions yet, but I think you're cool just for openly expressing yourself!!! Right-on! Don't give up yet on internet humanity, we're not all alike.

 

i know exactly how you feel. i have been here for about 3 years. i still dont feel like i know many people. and i dont really like this place very much any more. i remember when i first came here there werent nearly as many people and they seemed much more nice and caring. not everyone is mean though, i met my boyfriend on here and hes the most amazing person in the world.

 

well i dunno... seems more immature & stupid things come up in these chats ya know. but i dunno...what can ya do. well hi anyways.. at least i can share with ya

 

hi back... the point of this thread was to just let some of you all know how i was feeling... not that i thought it would really change the way things are around here... like i said oh well... i will probally keep coming .. i'm too lazy to find someplace better... that and i gave skip like 35 bucks or something so i guess thats the price of entertainment... whatever kind of entertainment i can get here

 

DSK you are still the bomb ...yay for punks

 

Sometimes i feel a bit like that, some people here are mean to people when they need help and stuff. And there's lots of popularity contests like you said,like whos the best,whos the prettiest etc... but i guess its all just a bit of fun really. i still like it here though! and there's some nice people here aswell. who cares if we aint the popular ones hey?

 

I know what you mean. I've posted things like this before...I'm surpirsed, honestly, that there haven't been people bitch you out yet for this.
There was this one time in piticular, I was asking some people's opinions about something. Instead of answering the question I was really asking (only 1 person did), I got a bunch replys of people saying I was an idiot and one "person" even started to pm me saying that I was just a jealous bitch of "them" when I stood up for myself. It's pathetic. Now "this person" has gone on to tell other fourumers that I am a lier....hopefully people here use their own discretion when deciding that.
Since, sadily, I've just kept things that I needed help with to myself to deal with. It's too bad that there's not more open-minded people here, but there's nothing that you can do about it. With free speech comes people who choose to abuse it.
But I've found tons of nice people here, too. You will, too.
The populatity thing sucks, and that whole "hip awards" forum should just disapear cuz it makes other people feel like shit sometimes, but you're going to find that anywhere you go. It's not supposed to exist here, but it does....

 

man, i just stay in my own boat... i dont know hlaf these 'hippies'... and they do make an awful lot o polls and shit... its rather, uh, stupid... yeah, anyway... keep it real man

 

hi.

 

come_do_drawings, I know what you mean. The only thing you can do really is keep away from those cliques and politics that annoy or upset you. This is a pretty big place. I also suggest you turn off your reputation points in protest to the dumbass popularity system.

And just letting you know you will always have a friend in me

 

wow sweet ......... i actually didn'y expect anything except maybe some bitching from people..... i replied to a thread that Donna had started and what i said wasn't like totally harsh or anything mayby a bit sarcastic but i felt bad so i replied again and appologized ...later i accidently clicked on the user control panel and i saw that stupid reputation thingy and donna had first given me a bad rep and replied with "be gone from here" and then gave me a good one... maybe after she saw my second post... but said nothing as far as sorry or whatever...........
this only goes to prove my point even more...... the beautiful ones..(those that boast about it anyway) and the popular ones are just looking for self gratifacation... maybe not all but errrrr to the ones that are like that .... and thank you FeelinGroovy...Acorn...VooDooChildSG...DreamCatcher...teeny_tiny_little_me......OH and lets not forget the best little punk around DSK...man i love you dude
it feels good to know that somebody out there read this and thought enough to say something decent

so all smiles people and i'm sending love and virtual hugs to ya all

 

Thanks again everybody

 

Not nice.

 

DSK,

Where is that photo of you taken? It looks like your in the psych ward at a hospital, or at least, like the one I used to work at.

J.,

I'm glad you are here.

 

If you want I will make a thread with a contest in some category and select you as first?

 

Has someone already interjected 'shit happens'?

Gotta keep on moving forward through the Fog...

 

thanks guys but I'm well over it now... my friends ...not on-line one.... have told me to get a life :&


so I will stop crying and move on ....

thanks for listening tho

 

np
You still gonna be round?

 

yep... they just ment .. I should chill out.. and that I sounded umm... thier words not mine.... "desperate".. I laughed they laughed.. all is better