ok, so lately life hasnt been too well, my school grades are getting lower,and I dont know if I am gonna pass, and it seems like more and more, and lately Ive been really depressed cuz of all this shit, I went from smokin a couple grams a week to smokin a half ounze a week, then one day when I was waiting for a bus I met this girl who had been staying at her cuzins , she was originally from winipeg and was going back in august. now, immidiatl when I saw her I wanted to talk to her so I did, and got to know her over a couple weeks, like, she was the first thought on my mind when I wake up in the morning. And I know she liked me back. I stopped smoking so much weed, been getting my grades up and all that. Well today she told me she has to leave in a week cuz her mom wants her home, so she has to leave...now I feel like shit again...and wanna cry...
Long distance sucks but it's possible....you two can keep in touch. Not sure how old you are but could you go visit her sometimes? I think,you two could still keep your friendship going and see what happens on down the road. If it's meant to be,it will be. Don't let it get you down.
Well, whether she leaves or stays, you should cut back (or out) the weed, since it's pretty obvious it's a go-nowhere, you-aren't-in-control-of-it thing, and it's fuckin' you up. If you stay off it, get your grades up, and make some sort of a success out of yourself, maybe the next time a girl you like comes into your life, you'll be all squared-away and ready for good things to happen, with no depression plaguing you. Good luck. -Jeffrey
Oh god, stop being such a pussy. Stop smoking weed because all it does it fuck with your seretonin levels and depress you even more if you are already depressed. Secondly, get a fucking job. Then go out and get a girlfriend and take her out for dinner (using the money you made at your JOB).
my advice weedman, same as jeff said...you can stay smokin BUT quit using it as an escape. there are other fish in the sea my friend, you just got to look a lil harder. I know it hurts to lose someone your starting to have serious feelings for...i myself feel like im fighting a losing battle right now. Just put your thoughts into other things.
