i lay and i knew i saw in his eyes that this was it finally he would be put inside and i just did not know what to say i did not try to stop him just let him go on his way when he finally did i thought that maybe after he came out things would be different between him and me. and after what seemed eternity he slipped back outside and as i knew deep down too much had changed and i was to never hear from him again.
well i am sure you can guess what it is actually about. its simply about how after months of waiting i slept with a close friend, and da da.... just like i thought it would do (but hoped it wouldnt) it sabotaged our friendship. great! in ruins. i wrote this a few weeks after, in a pretty angry mood. i forgot about it, just came across it and dont like it too much. its not fancy or anything, i just whacked down how i felt. thanks.
