Should you trust him when he flat out tells you "If I cheat on you dump me"??? Wtf?

Ok I have been with my boyfriend for a year and a few months. Let me make this as brief as I can...and I have posted about this b4...but I need more advice. I have been cheated on before....and havent really had time outta a relationship since i was 15 and im 23 ...not good i know. So this current bf leaves his girlfriend for me...(I had known him already through a friend). That same day he leaves her, he comes to my house and we have sex...a week later we get together(I aint too proud of any of it). That "in love" period lasted oh about less than a month then I saw the real him. Over the course of the year he has told me...and I am quoting "If I ever cheat on you dump me"...Oh yea if we met in high school, I probably would have cheated on you"....but he has also said "I would never do what your ex did to you"....which is cheat on me!! What the hell...now if that aint crazy talk I dunno what is! Then about 2 months ago he goes to show me a picture in his phone but accidentally scrolls down his contact list and I see a name of a girl who he had kissed years b4 and who was still tryin to get with him when he and I were together! He made this stupid excuse for it being there...said her mom needed something from his work...

So I have been in denial somewhat....trying to trust him....but he doesnt make it too easy. Talking about this I cant help but shake so bad I can hardly type....let alone not cry. Lately there have been some odd things...like his phone is always off when I am around him. He has given me money and gifts that I feel are purely guilty gifts. You dont just randomly give your girlfriend 200 dollars for no reason...to me thats odd! Then he goes from being really smothering, wanting to see me everyday to going a week and seeming to not really miss me. Ok and heres something that really freaked me out...warning...sorta graphic. When we have sex he puts his finger..ummm near the other hole...which he never did before...then one night we started to do it and I had to pee really bad and he said "If you want you can pee on my dick". WHOA...WTF?! I am sorry, some people may be into that but that coming from him...and being said to me for that matter makes me think what kinda crack is he on!? I am not a prude but thats just nasty! And this weird sexual behavior from him has never been there before. Ewwww after he said that I was sooo grossed out...but we were spooning so he couldnt see the digusted look on my face, haha! Soooo....what is goin on here...does this sound odd to anyone??

 

sounds like you already know what's going on...

 

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