what are you to do when your sitting in the middle of your room, looking around and knowing you should be somewhere else? that you serve more purpose in life? i have yet to answer this tricky question. sobriety doesn't help either. i have no idea why i am writing this thread and i don't expect anyone to get anything out of it. i'm seeing it as a way for me to vent to a bunch of people whom i don't know. michigan is where i am, and its not the best place to be if you have a free spirit and like good psycodellics. not many people out here with good acid, if any. not many people out here period. have you ever shared a spliff with someone who you thought would appreciate it and you, stay for a while and chat afterwards, ect.ect. but they end up leaving after they smoke your weed and never pay you back? yeah, that blows. but thats how life goes. you give, but rarely recieve. i'm no pessimist, don't get me wrong. i'm nothing but a realist, who is finally coming to the realization that i myself am not going to help this wolrd or the cold heartless fools who rule it. what brought on this mess of words jumbled into one unorganized and confusing paragraph? i haven't a clue. some might blame it on the drugs, some might blame it on the sobriety... hell... i blame it on to much free time. anyways.. i just felt like sharingh a few thoughts with you all, feel free to retort.. be it negative or positive feedback. i have nothing to fear... in the words of franklin delanor roosevelt- "You have nothing to fear but fear itself...."
Michigan used to have the good columbian for some reason,but for psychs the chemists up in Berkeley had it down.Right now i'm exactly where i'm supposed to be,sober and all,but there's some good green out in my truck that i'm about to go get and soon i'll be there.My point?Do i need one?Life is pointless then we die so just have a good time,harm no one and go with the flowers.Oh yeah,pass the damn coffee.peace
Life gets everyone down sometimes. Really bad when you feel you have no one to share it with,no one that understands your way of thinking. People and purposes are out there though. I believe in fate. I believe there is a reason for every moment we spend on this earth. It's not always evident but there's a reason.
I was always told that things and people will show themselves when you are ready. Learn all you can, enjoy life at the level you are floating at. There's always plenty to enjoy, maybe you need to change your perspective on it. Sobriety isn't a bad thing. Known too many peeps that were ruined by alcohol and it shouldn't take being high to enjoy life. That should be more like icing on the cake so to speak. If those people you are sharing yer pot with aren't hanging out and talking before, they probably won't after they smoke it either. I think the hardest phase of life so far has been being a teenager.
i get that feeling sometimes...i guess all i can tell you is to pull through..ive been through sum rough times also. damn teenage years. but remember to live in the present..try to have fun now and dont always think about the distant future.lifes too short....peace and love
