to the university I attend...and I don't know if I want it. I'm not even sure I want to go back to school in the fall. It has raped me of so many aspects of my life...my sanity, my self esteem, my money, my sense of humor... As soon as my dad finds out that I have this scholarship...I'm toast...I'll HAVE to go back. *throws head in hands* WTF am I gonna do now??? *Laughs*
That's a problem that I would love to have Seriously, you should do what your heart tells you. I would also find out if you can get a deferment, so then you could take a year off and figure out what you want to do. I kind of know the position you're in; when I applied to colleges I got in to both my first and second choice schools, but my second choice offered my a $7,000/year scholarship, while my first choice (U of MN) offered me no scholarship. I went with my heart and chose the "U", even though I had to pay for my full tuition. Hope I helped Feel free to IM me if you want. Alex
then don't go back. There's probably another student out there that really needs that money. but it's all up to you.
I say give it time. How long do you have before you hafta except of decline? Just think about it. You could totally change your mind before the time comes to go back! Just remember this is a GREAT chance for you. I just dont want you to look back on it and wish you would have taken it.
