so I'm thinking about doing H for the first time and I was wondering if anyone can let me know what to expect and if your gonna tell me that I should'nt even mess with it dont waste your time cuz I'm gonna do it anyways Peace Love and Music to All
YOU CAN EXPECT THIS: SO NOW LITTLE MAN, YOU'VE GROWN TIRED OF GRASS LSD, EXTACY, COCAINE AND HASH. AND SOMEONE PRETENDING TO BE A TRUE FRIEND..... SAID "I'LL INTRODUCE YOU TO MISS HEROIN". WELL HONEY BEFORE YOU START MESSING WITH ME JUST LET ME INFORM YOU OF HOW IT WILL BE FOR I WILL SEDUCE YOU AND MAKE YOU MY SLAVE. I'VE SENT MEN MUCH STRONGER THAN YOU TO THEIR GRAVES. YOU THINK YOU COULD NEVER BECOME A DISGRACE AND END UP ADDICTED TO POPPY SEED WASTE. SO YOU'LL START INHALING ME ONE AFTERNOON, YOU'LL TAKE ME INTO YOUR ARM VERY SOON. AND ONCE I HAVE ENTERED DEEP DOWN IN YOUR VEINS THE CRAVING WILL NEARLY DRIVE YOU INSANE. YOU'LL NEED LOTS OF MONEY (AS YOU HAVE BEEN TOLD) FOR DARLING, I'M MUCH MORE EXPENSIVE THAN GOLD. YOU'LL SWINDLE YOUR MOTHER, AND JUST FOR A BUCK YOU'LL TURN INTO SOMETHING VILE AND CORRUPT. YOU'LL MUG AND YOU'LL STEAL FOR MY NARCOTIC CHARM AND THEN FEEL CONTENTMENT WHEN I'M BACK IN YOUR ARM. THE DAY WHEN YOU REALIZE THE MONSTER YOU'VE GROWN, YOU'LL SOLEMNLY PROMISE TO LEAVE ME ALONE IF YOU THINK YOU'VE GOT THE MYSTICAL KNACK, THEN SWEETIE, JUST TRY GETTING ME OFF YOUR BACK. THE VOMIT, THE CRAMPS, YOUR GUT TIED IN KNOTS, THE JANGLING NERVES SCREAMING FOR JUST ONE MORE SHOT. THE CHILLS AND COLD SWEAT, THE WITHDRAWL PAINS CAN ONLY BE SAVED BY MY LITTLE WHITE GRAINS. THERE'S NO OTHER WAY, AND THERE'S NO NEED TO LOOK, FOR DEEP DOWN INSIDE, YOU WILL KNOW YOU ARE HOOKED. YOU DESPERATELY RUN TO THE PUSHER AND THEN... YOU'LL WELCOME ME BACK TO YOUR ARM ONCE AGAIN. AND WHEN YOU RETURN (JUST AS I FORETOLD) I KNOW YOU WILL GIVE ME YOUR BODY AND SOUL. YOU'LL GIVE ME YOUR MORALS, YOUR CONSCIENCE, YOUR HEART, AND YOU WILL BE MINE....UNTIL DEATH DO US PART. TO THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE EXPERIENCE WITH HEROIN, I BET THIS HITS ALITTLE TOO CLOSE TO HOME. IT DID FOR ME. TO THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVEN'T DONE IT, BUT ARE THINKING ABOUT IT....READ THIS POEM AGAIN AND KEEP IN MIND, THAT IT'S ALL TRUE. PLEASE DON'T DO IT TO YOURSELF AND THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU. I CAN UNDERSTAND ABOUT WANTING TO EXPERIMENT WITH DRUGS, WE HAVE ALL BEEN THERE, BUT THIS IS A POWERFUL, POWERFUL DRUG AND IT'LL GET YA QUICK. IF THIS POEM STOPS JUST ONE PERSON FROM GOING DOWN THAT DARK ROAD, THEN I'M GLAD I POSTED IT. GOD BLESS. __________________ Be Nice!!!! Hugs & Kisses...Suzy
Pleas Don't Do It, If You're Gonna Do It Anyaway, Like You Said, You Can Expect To Puke For Starters, And You're Probablly Gonna Like It, But If You're Not Strong, I Don't Mean Physically, I Mean Mentally..you Can Expect To Get Hooked On The Shit And Then You Can Expect Your Life To Turn Into Shit. I Don't Know You, Your Age Or Your Situation Or Why You Even Want To Try The Shit, But Please Believe You Will Lose Yourself. I'm Speaking From My Experience Only Of Course...and I Lost Everything Including My Child. I'm Not Judging You, I Just Want To Help, So If You Want To Talk, Pm Me, I'm Here, And I Hope To Hear From Ya. Take Care Baby Girl...suzy
you can expect to feel better than just about any other drug or activity could make you feel. then when you do it enough, you can expect to get terrible diarrhea, shakes, flu like symptoms, and maniacal desires to do more when you don't have any. i've known about 5 or 6 dope fiends, and EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM just wanted to "try" it. though i've known one or two people that DIDNT get addicted, and several that after a long time overcame their addiction, its just not worth it imo unless you're terminally ill and need something for pain. if you do get addicted, you can expect to sell prized possessions to pay for it, you can expect to want it more than you want food or sex, you can expect to spend nearly all of your paychecks on it, you can expect to steal from strangers, friends, and family for it (and i'm not talking about a ten dollar bill - i'm talking about pawning major appliances and such), you can even expect possibly to love it so much you're willing to whore yourself out for it, or for money to buy it with. you can expect to find new lows you didn't even know existed. i've never, ever, EVER met ANYBODY who used dope that was glad about the decision to "just try it" this isn't a recreational drug. you can expect it to fuck you up bad. it may not, but statistically you can EXPECT it.
for the record i've never shot dope. the worst i've done is a bit of opium and taking some rather strong oral painkillers. they feel amazing. like being in love. in fact, they're so good that if i had a constant supply i may be tempted to take them quite often. may even end up an addict. but thats just oxycodone and all those other bullshit pills.... you figure into it the fact that heroin is supposed to feel way better than pills, and the fact that it gives you a nearly immediate VERY VERY overwhelmingly pleasurable rush (so strong i've had friends pass out with the needle still in their vein)......it will be a holy miracle if you never touch it again, because it will be that great, and that tempting to try again. and then again. and before long......well, so long to any remaining shred of humanity or dignity. its not to say that once you're hooked your life is over and you're worthless....many people pull themselves out of it. my best friend, his ex, and a few others i know have beaten it. but now said friend still goes back to pills every now and again (despite being on probation for heroin).....and his ex, who was far far far worse off than him in terms of use....well, her life isn't exactly a picnic right now despite being clean. i guess what i'm saying is that it just isn't worth it, imo. but what to expect? expect to feel bliss. until its over with.
You can expect the best feeling in the world time one thousand do what you want with your body its your choice
ignorance is mans flaw. take advice from people who have seen it. lived it and dont want others to follow their paths. but like u said ur gonna do it, so whats it gonna be like.. if u like painkillers u will love smack cuz its the best shit there is in the world. then again maybe u wont like it and u can move 2 rock or meth. luck 2 u.
im with psycho i love painkillers i hate being up for 50hours and seeing things that are not there but maybe you will like them go try and see
so just to let everyone know I DIDNT DO IT , I had the chance it was in front of my face and I could not bring my self to do it I was scared, scared of the feeling, and that I would want to feel it again and again, so in order to avoid wanting that feeling I will just assume that its better to not know at all. Peace Love and Music to All
im glad to hear u didnt do it. that would be just stupid. I dont know anyone that just tried heroin. dont ever try it. its just dumb
