drunk not so random anger, not really directed at anyone one day I walked up and I had no friends then i came by with dope and i was friend till the end you faked your attention you played it off you made it seem like i was worth it time after time i lay my heart on the line it gets treated like a chew toy now it's been destroyed i hope your all happy i gave it my all i hope you all had a fucking ball i use to enjoy killing my pain now it just makes it worse i can't seem to break this fucking curse so i sit here in anger on a saturday night nothing to do no one to fight i swig off my 40 look at the wall wonder if it was worth it really fucking after all i can't deal with these feelings you twist my heart around i love you more then you'll know more then you'll ever know but does it really matter you just fuckin scatter i waited and wait i sat and hesitate when oppurtunity knocked cuz i didn't want to break your heart now i'm alone wailing ona microphone good night i'm done get fucked
