the evil things i've done seem to outweigh the good my story aint no fairy tale more like hollywood but now i'm feeling good got no time to be feeling down fuck the past it wont last Don't matter that i've been around drowned myself drowned myself now I'm reaching for air every day i felt like shit and i didn't fucking care i acted like a pedestal prize but wasn't worth the bottom shelf lied cheated and stole so i could keep drowning myself Dug a hole Dug a hole from my nasal to my brain laughed and cried almost died hospitalized and insane told people i cared for to fuck off and go away woke up every morning screaming I NEED FUCKING YAY until I FUCKED myself FUCKED my health FUCKED everybody else felt sorry for myself in a 8 x 10 cell Now I'm done with the battle I'm sick of the whole god damn war i walked away from my fights and I'm not searching for more train wreck in my nostrils a liver full of shots I love what I learned but it seems I lost alot of time and loved ones for simulated fun yeah i ran from my problems but i'll never fuckin hide i just went where the grass was greener on the other side I still have my pride I left that evil town It's all behind me now doesn't matter that i've been around it's all just GUFF GUFF GUFF TO THE MOTHER FUCKING POW CUZ JAMES BROWN GOES "HUH!!!!!"
