So what's a head shop? Sorry I don't know... I just wanted to know if anything around here fits that description of whatever it is, but I doubt it. I was just seriously wondering (again) what I'm really going to do with myself. I feel bad about myself that I don't have much, if any, ambition. Sure I'd like it a lot to be making my own music, playing and doing a lot in life. But I constantly long for drugs and wish I had something to get me high. No, I'm not talking hard drugs, although pot is the only natural drug I've ever had, I don't see anything wrong with using other plants to get high either. Some people have jumped all over me before about drug use, assuming I mean heroin or something. Of course not. I'm not stupid. I say if it grows on its own, let it be legal. (Though I don't see harm in acid either and I know that's man-made.) I just don't know what I'm going to do in life. I could never mentally or emotionally handle living the rest of my life in any routine, peon job, or town, being all alone, never going anywhere, doing anything, or talking to anyone.
You two should shut the hell up and screw each others bung holes. I can feel the sexual tension between you two from here.
look, man. i guaruntee that if u get off your ass and start doing things that you don't want to do (not morally but out of laziness) things will begin to clear up for you. momentum can get you through the tough times, but stagnation just digs a nice little pit in the middle of the tough times for u to call home. ambition is the result of momentum, not the cause. it's a cliche, but no pain no gain is something that life seems to be based upon. you say you don't know what to do. well, think of something in your mind that you deeply feel you should do, (without any useless opinion attached to it) but haven't-categorized under the heading "i don't have enough ambition", and just f@$%'n do it. good luck
