help please now

ugh ugh ugh
brett
brett
brett knows that I cut myself and that im depressed and hsit like that. im typing really fast and there will bea lot of spelling mistakes
he called my aprents ten minutes ago and told them im depressded and want to kill ymself and shit like that. all of a sudden my moms talking to me asking me questions like if i want to kill myself and shit like that

waht do i do
do i tell them i want help
do i tell them them the truth that i want to get tested
what do i do
ugh

edit: the thing is i dont want to kill ymseelf though. i jsut want to feel something

 

Sounds like he has a crush on you.

 

I think you should tell them the truth. I think you should tell them what you just told us.

 

No, I just think he's all bible-ish.

 

show them this thread.

 

hi there

be open be honest about yourself
with your parents
believe me my 14 year old
has been depressed
i will listen to her
and this helped...........

and remember the steps in life
can be chosen ,you have a voice
and thoughts and a heart
so be open

even if your parents have different
views about this earth
they will see your opinions
and listen to you.

if its not worth living for
its not worth dieing either

these emotions will pass if
you be yourself.

good luck lovenpeace from saff

 

i told them that i want to go get like examined or w/e for depression. i told them i dont cut myself though. my dad kept examining my arms for cuts. he only checked my wrists though, and those cuts have healed. now i just cut the top parts of my arms because i want to feel pain, but i dont want to kill myself

 

You mean you want to feel something you can control

 

you need to realize
what is causing this pattern of behaviour
maybe like above you can control this bleeding
to feel ...
but as you grow you will realize
that there is little to control.....

only yourself and how you choose to live
try to find something that you enjoy
you spoke of a piano
go play it show your energy for life
and learn that to feel is to experience..
like life

good luck from saff

be whole ..for life is always changing
like nature....

 

me2

 

well, im gonna tell the psychiatrist that I cut myself...
i just dont want her to tell my parents

 

No real advice, but good luck.

 

if she feels your life or health is in danger she is forced to alert your parents or an authority figure by law....if she can see you see to do yourslef no real harm, then its illegal for her to alert your parents.

 

oh bloody hell. i remember now god. theyre required by law to contact the police if you say you want to kill yourself. my mom got the loony bin for a week for that.

i dont want to go to that place

 

You have to do what you feel is necessary, if you've got no real suicidal tendancies then maybe doctors are not gonna be the best solution... If you are prescribed anti-depressants they could make things worse in the long-run and have been known to increase suicidal thoughts and actions. If your cuts are not so serious then maybe it's something you'll grow out of? A psychiatrist would probably be helpful, but maybe if what you said is true (check the law hasn't changed) you should just be careful what you do and don't say?

... I don't know, just some thoughts

 

each day my cuts get deeper and deeper though. what satisfied me before doesnt satisfy me now. I have to feel more and more pain. I need to do something but I dont want to like end up in the nut house for a week. . They dont even let you write with anything... except for maybe a marker or an unsharpened pencil.
But to tell you the truth, thats good. Cuz I would probably attempt to stab myself with a sharp pen or pencil.

 

ohhhh... I guess you must see a psychaitrist then, just only talk about cutting yourself, explan it as you have said to us and don't mention anything about wanting to kill yourself unless you seriously start to feel that way.... couldn't you spank the tops of your leg with a plastic ruler or something, that would hurt but we less dangerous?? Silly idea I guess, but sort of trying to think of a safer replacement. Take up a martial art that involves a lot of contact or kick boxing etc, they are all sports that will help focus the mind and will also invole some physical pain?? It can be very easy to get into bad habits and very hard to break them, you need something you can do when your in that state of mind that will act as a replacement for your self abusive behaviour, something that has a greater effect on you but is not harmful to you... ??

 

Or vent through music. Thats what I do... but I often find myself in need of a much louder amplifier to fully vent, so I use my friends. But this thread is not about my amplification...

 

i just wish i could take photos 24/7. thats all i want to do.

hahaa. i'm actually considering going to church every sunday. but only unitarian church.

 

Hahaha... I hook a Cyber Twin and a Twin Reverb together... nothing like almost 300 watts of tube power.