We meet in the early spring. We laughed, made jokes about love. You told me ’bout Lenin, Franco and revolutions. You read the newspaper up-side-now, Had the most beautiful legs. I falled totally in love. No day without thinking of you. And I didn’t understand why you didn’t feel it cos I wondered so hard. You said the hardest day was the day I said; I love you! You told me; I’m not lesbian, but still you slept in my bed every night. You made it tickle in my stomach, itch in my fingers. I lost weight, worried sick. And so finally you allowed me to say; I care. Then you tell me you are leaving, and it feels like my life’s falling apart. We’re losing each other. Maybe we’ll see each other once in a long while. But it will never be like before. There’s no solutions for me. My love will keep on being unanswered it becomes the biggest, worst meaningless thing. and against this pain there’s no help. We meet in the late autumn. We came from the same little spot. We laughed. I falled in love.
gosh darnit this is another great one... this was person i could tell, i felt sorrows as i read.. *hugs you* such a sweet girl, love will find you one day soon, i hope. but it will find you one day.. keep writing, keep dreaming. hope and wonder. dont be afraid, even though you know it is going to hurt.. thats what amkes you strongest, and thats what makes you, you. dont back down, and keep hoping. im here for you anytime, everytime. take care, give it time smile in the sunshine much much luv colt
Thanks Colt... I read thia book about a girl that was lesbian and felled in love with girls.. and so this poem just came..I think it's one of my better once(again)..lol luv
