This is going to sound completely wacked to , I'm guessing, 99.9% of you but it's a last resort. Okay, I am asking for charity here.... I am currently living at home with a father who has shown me nothing but hate and ridicule my entire life.... I am unaccepted in my area for the person I am and for my open mindedness... I am a musician who is unable to do the one thing I love because I have no money and no where to go.... I am trying my damnedest to put together enough $$ to move out on my own so that I can persue my musical career as a singer/songwriter.....so if any of you, and don't feel terrible if you can't, have anyway of helping out, whether it be $ or a kind word....please send to the address below... P.S. I have attached pictures of my new hair colouring. LMAO....... Daniella Bianca P.O. BOX 260 Karlstad, MN 56732 Thank you soo very much for your time, patience, and understanding.
well, i wish i could help you financially but i am in the same boat as far as money right now lol. i really cant identify with the oppressive nature of your parent. but all i can say is you have such and amazing smile not to mention your eyes, quite beautiful lol. i think you'll find a way out and you'll do just fine.
I wish I could find a way out....no really....there really isn't anything here. I have no license, let alone a vehicle....and noone will hire me for a real job up in my area. But, thank you very VERY much for your comment Jerry......that helps. I don't think anyone else really gives two shits and a giggle. Thanks anyway. Peace, love, and....Freedom....
Daniella~ I care! I hope when you do get out...you'll be most happy doing the things you love, being around the people that you can stand....and being yourself through it all! I'm sure you'll go far, and do fine! I should be getting a bit of money shortly, I'll send you some of it..it may not be much...or even help you, but I'll give what I've got! Love to you! Meg P.S.....I love your new hair color!
Thank you guys......alot.... the compliments and Megan-that is the fuckin coolest thing ever.....really....anything would help.....whether it be $0.25 or $50 it'll make a difference....Thank you all sooooo much. LOVES!
I'll take you to Canada with me next year if you want. But I hope you get a chance to turn it around. You could look for a part time job to get a little cash saved up for a move... Have you considered working a corner? Setting out a guitar case and playing can net you up to 50 bucks a day.
I'd help you most definitely, but I'm in exactly the same situation as you. Only I moved out on my own last year. I have a band and feel that music is all that I could pursue. I have a very difficult time understanding the world and most people have an equally hard time understanding my open mindedness. And I, like you, was raised in a very psychologically abusive home. I'm happy that I'm not alone after all. I wish you all the luck in the world. Never give up on your music because art possesses the magic that will move you forward. Keep the spirit alive.
god Dannie, you are so fucking amaingly hott!!! mmmm, i love you!!! you, and Meg, and Jill, and Alexis need to come live with me. mwahaha, then i'll be the happiest guy ever!
First off- Once again, a thanks to Megan.... I know you care. Not just because of this but because of the great conversations we've had on messenger. Second off- I do not play guitar so I couldn't do the corner thing....besides, my town is smaller than you could ever imagine... Third- No I can't get a real job and do NOT damn us hippies. I do have a job right now but I am only signed for 7 days this month. After that, they don't need me anymore. Noone will hire me. Like I said. Can't you fuckin read? Fourth- Magical Mystery Girl, A big thanks to you for the emotional support....I'm sorry that you had to go through the quasi-similar bullshit that I am going through...atleast you understand. Also, congrats that you have put together a band and are persuing your life's greatest love. Music, that is. Last....but never least....James, I love you soooooooo much! You just make me entirely happy... your quite a perfect creature. Loves to you and I'm making you come visit me sometime this summer. Peace, Love, and Freedom<-which I'm trying to acquire. Daniella Bianca (for all of you who don't know my name...that's my first and middle right there)
Oh yeah....just to let ya'll know. I'll be taking some more professional pics rather soon.....within the next week, I'm sure.. and I'll have the pics up as soon as I can. Then you'll be able to see the new hair colouring better.....these pics kind of suck ass. Loves.
I'm sure there is something out there for you, just keep looking. In the meantime I would be happy to help you in anyway I can - just let me know how. I know it's hard right now, but you will make it through. You are beautiful and have a light about you. Don't forget that
First....No, I don't play guitar.....YET. Second, a good way to help would be to try and think of some not-so-obvious ways to make money....let me tell you though,I've been through a list of thousands..... or the best way to help is just to send some money... I know this all sounds to you like a bunch of beggar-like horseshit....but I am one person who never drops her pride....and so you'll never see this ever happen again... this is the one instance where I'm lowering my level to asking this sort of question....I really do need the money and I need to get the fuck out of this damned prison....those of you who keep telling me that I'll find a way....I hate to be pessimistic, but you're wrong. I've been looking for ways for 5 years... yeah, since I was 12. I've been through soo many possibilites, failures, and false hopes that you wouldn't even begin to imagine. Just let me know if you can help....if you can't, like I said, don't feel bad about it. Just don't waste your time posting comments on how I'll somehow manage to find some fuckin miracle that will lead to my moving out of here. I live in a trap. Daniella
Girl, you are so damn hot...lol. Every time you post pictures of yourself, I'm just like "wow..." haha. You should look for work doing modeling of some kind...I bet you'd get hired right quickly. Sorry I can't help ya out...I'm seriously down to my last handful of change...which is why I'm looking for a job this week (and getting my driving license tomorrow...woohoo!). I know what you mean about wanting your freedom. Good luck with everything, darlin'...and post more pictures, 'cause you're absolutely GORGEOUS!!! (btw...I love your new hair color!)
Thank you "Artist of Peace". Actually, Crystalstar already suggested the modeling thing and I have taken the good advice by posting some pics on a modeling site. Thanks to both of you for that suggestion....For future reference, I have modeled before but I didn't find that it was being very expressive of my inner-self. If I find someone who will let me shine out through...well....ME. Than I'll gladly take the job. Also, Juggalo Forever, that fuckin pic/text rock! LMAO.....Makes me laugh everytime I see it now. Peace out, homie. "What about when the carnival comes to your town? I'ma be down with the clown!" Daniella
