that came from somewhere but i am still searching for where

Today i recieved a wonderful warm letter about how poser i am and how my letters were too intimate for "strangers". Okay thats fine, but it still cut deep inside. To hear him tell me that i was "annoying by going around having to 'prove' things"........whatever that means......And then hearing him tell me i "pretend to be a freak", "pretended to be depressed"........whatever that means......... "all for the sake of attention".

Its so hard to be a loner. Its hard to find someone who doesnt think you are strange because you.......care...wow......

I dont know it is just a fucky situation to begin with...I dont know how to handle it. The things he said.........they hurt, especially when for some comical reason i was attracted to him..........

Sometimes everything is right, but then things hit you hard, and you just freeze because you want to save a small space to think then react, even though all you will do is cry a bit and move on (hopefully). Nothing is easy and i sure hope i get over this..

Is there Anybody out there?

 

::hugs:: That sucks. It was really immature of him to sit down and think of negative things... then to put it all into a letter and have the balls to give it to you! He (whoever he is) should learn to treat people better!

 

first, your friendship is valuable. second, you'll meet many many people, but many of them are dumb-asses. When someone makes it obvious, in this case, by writing this letter, it makes your job of weeding out these dumb-asses, people who don't deserve to board your buddy boat, a little easier. Loners rock, they need no one.

 

I remember when I had problems with self-injury; a kid told me I was only doing it for attention.

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Who the fuck would slice up their arm to draw attentions to themselves? I'd just act like a huge dumbass in front of a bunch of people if I wanted that (which I had some fun doing the summer after that school year).

 

if you really wanted to die, are you not smart enough to succeed? killing yourself is easier than taking a drink of water. the glass of water is often filled, but few will take the drink... instead the drink is thrown in the face of whoever might provide sympathy or help. And I would hope the person with the wet face doesn't get mad and leave, but rather buy the person a beer.

 

lol!!!!!!!!!!

 

Those quotes...do you seriously not know what they mean, or are you just that ignorant?

If you're a loner...you don't need to find someone...you need to be.....ALONE!?!?

They're gonna hurt...they were meant to hurt, obviously. So....dry your tears, make yourself look damn good, and go prance around infront of the fucker to make him wish he were nice to you.

If things are right, they won't hit you hard in a negative manner. The signs of this coming were there, you probably just missed them. And no, nothing is easy....but you WILL get over it.

 

We will all meet dumbasses.. but you only learn from experience, so soak it all in and sit there and meditate.. itll be okay, i promise.

 

Dont listen to what other people have to say,

 

It's not Possesive, it's plural, therefore, the correct form would be "asses"

 

listen to it, just don't belive it.

buddha say believe nothing unless it holds true to your own common sense and reason, young grasshoppa

 

Now, there's something I can agree with.