hey guys, hwo are you? i wnated to let you in to a part of my life that has changed me so much. and i was hoping someone would understand this.. few years ago, the january after i turned 16.. i was contaced by a "spiritual being" saying his name was michael. i was told to meditate and ask for a name and i did, thats what i got.. the things he went on to teach me was almost liek a brief cover of life and how it works spiritualy. liek answers one would yearn for lifeitmes to know.. told me things such as i was a prophet. and from there, he just went more and more into it. I'll tell you this tho, my girlfriend at the time started crying one night at a bus stop becux my eyes turned black.. michael said he was just "learning me bettter". its been years now and i cant help but question it all. something like that hit me harder than you know! and im just, like... am i sick? people have made me start thinking that i might just be a schitsophrenic. but it was real. i rmember for like a week start i thought a murderer was following me. everytime he was around the hairs on my skin would stick up, id want to cry being so scared and paranoid.. i havent had encounters with him for sometime now.. truthful i feel that he may have damned me, making me a demon. but i believe in balance and i think a demon to some an angel to others. has anyone ever heard of somehting liek this? how would you react? the things he told me werent always that good. i kind of think maybe its all a trick.. or maybe im just ill... any comments my friends?
Heh. Always be weary, is that the word? of guidance you receive from outside entities, outside of yourself of course!! Sometimes they will tell you all these "love and light" things, while all they want to do is strip you of energy and destroy you and your being. Michael, I think, is an archangel whos channelings I used to read alot, I got over it, he wasn't helping me. Listen to your heart, always, And if you can't because of armoring surrounding it, listen to the Mother Earth and the Nature kingdoms, they will impart so much love, wisdom, compassion and understanding!!!! If you want to talk more, simply pm me, if you want.... Namaste Francine
