yet another young man who needs help..

ive been posting a few threatds on these forums now. im glad to have found this part ofd the forums though. i can see by reading through tohers writing that others do feel liek me. want to live their own life with people like them. not being lsot, just filling their desires for a more worthwhile existence.. im 18 and am in the same boat.. im so close to losing msyelf in all the chaos. this war is killing me, my father is destroying himself for money he sadly thinks he needs. i dont see much hope for me and i dont want to be kciked out of my house and being forgotten. i feel like im a good perosn, i surely try to be. i live in phoenix arixona and not one person understands me. i speak of living int he forest and they gasp. whats so worng with it? i want to find a place to call home. with others who will accept me for who i am, my thoughts. i want to grow my own food and learn myself. i want to grow spiritualy and find inner forgiveness. my peace. i want to help save the world but i must firsts ave myself. and this is the first good thing ive done for myself in a while.. im asking for help. please help me.. any advce at all.. what shold i do> where can i go? i need friends so badly.. im mostly selfless. but in this way of life its hard to be without being tompled on. i want to help others! i want to wake up in the morning and roll around in the grass.. im not desperate, im tired. its so hard living in a place i can barely stand.. thank you for lsitneing to me. and if there is anything i can do for you please ask! thank you, and love you all.. peace..
im honestly ready to drop everything and leave.. thats how important finding a life worth living is to me.. i want to make msyelf proud.. finaly.. i wish my dad understood this.. so thats all, i hope someone takes the time to help me. i'll be waiting. hope love and dreams

 

Colt, I have read all of your posts, you have been busy! I already can tell that you are a very giving and selfless person from these and the private messages we have shared. I love that you want to wake up in the morning and roll around in the grass....soooo cool. I will be a shoulder for you as you have offered to me. YOU ARE VERY SPECIAL and I cant wait to share more with you. Love Kari

 

It sounds like you have some good ideas and I truly understand the struggles you go through every day.

As for packing up and heading for the woods that may well sound appealing at the moment(I often thought about that as well)but, you want to make sure you plan things out. I once read a book called “roughing it easy”. It was actually a good book. It talks about how to live in the woods. How to build a shelter, make fire, find food etc. It described in detail how to store food and how to build your own stove/oven out of common household items and even how to make a heated bath.

Anyway, I really don’t have any great word of advice to give you. There are many communal living groups out there but, look into them carefully.

Best wishes

Dalamar

 

thank you my friend, your words will be held dearly. and i will go look for the book. ive been planning out for sometime about the forest. and i am thinking a communal is the answer for me. i met a brother who im in the midst of emailing at the moment... i hope all works out as you wish. if you need anything im here. take care and ebst of wishes
with love and hopes
colt