you complained my eyes won't look at you insisted they are meant to be seen i was avoiding you, your sweet squint they darted around, frightened little me i must avert my eyes when they give me away you can't know all that i'm hiding how your you cancelled out my blue i miss the rain, that warmth, that gray the clouds grant us a lazy glow despite the blonde, the hairy legs you felt the chill and pulled me close i promise you by the rainy season you will choose to let me in these big gray eyes now look at you but you scare the big voice out of me my lips open in a mute inner stupor mutt and lamb and deaf are you one and one and one is me i'm sheepish for your attention divert me from me to yellow i miss the rain, the warm, wet gray damn the clouds, we've nothing else to do my new dark hair and occasional shave are for me alone, but enjoy them too i want the days when we don't need a reason you will be mine by the rainy season
