police knockin' on dorm room door.

=( a few friends and myself were caught smoking in the dorms =( all year 100% unnoticed... we thought it was not even a thing i guess =\. 2 minutes after a nice blunt, ::knock:: FAU POLICE!. =(*

i have a meeting with the dean and the head of housing being schedueled, and my scholarship/dormroom is on the line =\.

i dont truly know if it is even on record, or just a deal with housing and FAU, but man was that a buzzkill, and the possibility of loosing my scholarships are absolutely horrible.
afterwards me and my friends went out to the lakes on campus and had our best jam session in a while.

=((((
time to put some emotion into an essay for class. peace and goodnight

 

dude that sucks soo bad. I hope you keep your scholarships and dorm, I know I wouldnt want that happening to my brother next year.

 

it could have been so so so so so so so much worse though, my goodness. i'm a lucky guy tonight, nonetheless. i have a feeling i'm going to really communicate well with the dean, and he's going to understand i'm better off with the scholarship, as is he.

now... if they would have gone up two floors and search my room =\\\\ i wouldn't be in my room now talkign to you all tonight. i'm a lucky lucky hombre.

^^^this is what i've told myself since the bust, to calm me down =P