Hi, i have been having problems with a girl that i think i am in love with. The main gist of the story begins about 2 months ago, but Heres a breif history of my situation: She moved here in 7th grade, maybe 4 or 5 years ago. The first time i saw her, she was walking into Reading Class 1st hour, i felt this strong attraction to her that i thought nothing of, and had no explanation for. Probably everyday up until about 2 months ago, i had talked to her no problem, and had been able to hide this extremely large, raging emotional crush that i had on her. She had no idea. But about 2 1/2 months ago, i opened up and told one of my friends that i have a crush on her. He decided to go behind my back and ask her out for me. Obviously she said no, or i probably wouldnt be so desperate as to ask a load of complete strangers to help me with this. But anyway, she was cool with me and everything and came over 2 more times after that and then just stopped talking to me. About a week later I talked to her, and confessed that i had a huge crush on her, and that i didnt think she should stop talking to me because of it, and that i thought she already knew. {Another backtrack: Last summer we were talking and started getting all emotional and everything on eachother and i confessed that i didnt think i would be able to live if i ever had to see her in pain. She had confessed the same thing to me almost immediately afterwards and we were all lovey dovey happy for that day. (I dont know if this has any relevance but i thought i might like to add it)} Now since i talked to her that 2 months ago or so, i have been getting these loving smiles from her everytime i see her, and i always return in hope of sparking conversation. THe only problem is, everytime i tried to talk to her, she would try to shorten the conversation or talk to someone else. I just stopped trying about a month ago. This has been bothering me really badly. I basically think im in love with this girl. Honestly, i dont think i have gone a day in the past year and a half without thinking about her, and these past 2 months have been ripping me apart here.After i heard her tell me that she would rather kill herself than have to hurt me (this was last summer, stated above^), i knew she has feeling for me too, but not too long ago someone told me they think she thinks of me like a brother. I just have no idea what to do. Im afraid to try to talk to her because i dont want to fuck things up. I really really want to talk to her tho. Im going insane and dont know what to do. I think im going nowhere now, so if anyone can help me, or tell me what they think, please do. Im in turmoil here and need all the help i can get.
What do I love about her so much??? Iv'e been thinking about this question for a couple of days, thats why i havent replied yet. It's not what i love, but what i dont love. The only thing i dont love is that she is making me go crazy. I love everything about her and cant keep her out of my mind. What do i have to offer her? Everything possible. I even promised her that i would let her drive my car, ('69 GTO), and that car has been my life for the past 2 1/2 years. She almost cried when i told her that because she knew that that car is my life. She knows that when she drives it, I am trusting her with my life. I dont really know what else i can give her.
not nescessarily...i dont... i dont know dude....just try to talk to her...express yourself to her, but not in an overbearing way...but maybe flowers would help...good luck.. and i wish you the best
