Any other straight married guys out there that have have had fantasies about sucking a cock as they have gotten older?
You'll find out most of us guys here have had fantasies about sucking another man's cock to eventually act upon those fantasies without any regrets. I sure did.
I do, just to experience it. I do not find men attractive, but I like looking at hard cocks and wonder what it would be like to play with it.
Yes I have had and still have those fantasies quite often. I know how much I love my cock and how much I love "embracing" my hard cock with my hand. So I would like to experience what it feels like to grasp and stroke another man's hard cock. I would also like to see if I would be brave enough to give him a blowjob and let him cum in my mouth. It's a "bucket list" kinda thing, but if I enjoy it who knows what will happen!!!
I had the desire for many years. I finally gave into it and sucked a guys cock. It was great! I have to tell you, it’s a slippery slope. Since then I’ve Sucked several, and some of those several times.
Let go of everything holding you back from doing so, because once you take his cock into your mouth and start sucking on it you are going to enjoy it, even possibly empowered by sucking on his cock right up until he says he is about to cum as you continue sucking to enjoy his release of that warm load of cum into your mouth to feel him spurting inside your mouth. There is nothing like it, fabulous. Savor his load within your mouth, get the full taste of it before swallowing it.
I fantasized about it for a long time. I bought a lifelike dildo and started sucking and deep throating it. I even put a condom on it and pegged myself. I got to the point of just wanting a real cock. I did get to suck a dick and it was a real exciting experience. I sucked him and swallowed my prize. I thought about the experience later in the day and played with myself as I was thinking of the experience and shot my load like I was seventeen again. I never thought sucking cock would make me feel so sexually young again.
I did let go, or mostly did, going to an almost nude party. I got there early, decided I was going to suck the first decent cock I saw - and did! He was a smoker, could taste the bitterness in his precum, but it was ok. I didn't fully let go, as asked him and the other 2 guys not to cum in my mouth. But I enjoyed the sensations, the textures, taste. How his cock was hard in the center, but soft on the outside! The way the head felt going in & out of my mouth. It was FUN - both for me & the fact I was making him feel good! Lightning didn't strike me dead! Nor did I suddenly transform into a gay man,but so what if I had?! All those bullshit homophobic fears I grew up with did not happen - I didn't become limp at the wrist, start lisping, behave effeminately or flamboyantly, as they were not ever my thing! I didn't suddenly want to be in a relationship and in love with a man. Most importantly, I didn't suddenly lose my sexual or romantic attraction to women,or just for their bodies! I was the same as I was before, only realizing that hey, this is fun, and why the hell had I been so afraid of trying it decades sooner?!