Hi Names Jack Had a few wines tonight and feeling a bit raunchy. Sorry if this abit long. I have been bicurious since an early age. Well Alwaysed loved woman. But found anal orgasms early. And it went from there, spurred my curiosity. After the first time I stuck something in my ass and had a crazy orgasm. I was abit hooked. I hid it in all my relationships with females. As I felt it made me look weak to admit I liked it in the ass. So I never told any of them, and just gave into the urge now and then. At the start I wasn't attracted to men in anyway. Iam Still not really attracted to man in romantic sense. Just the idea of the dirty sex, one can only have with a man. Inoticed after awhile fucking myself... It went from fantasies of being pegged by a woman to Now my fantasies getting more extreme.. I started imaging what a man / cock would be like and imagined a man actually fucking me while I used the toys. Next thing I'm day dreaming of wearing stockings and a thong too. I started thinking if I was every going to go through with this. I'd properly have to suck a cock too. So I began to wonder how that felt. Then came the deep throating videos. And the first time I put a dildo in my mouth and forced it down my throat and felt the gag response. Holy Fuck I couldnt believe how amazing it felt!! Being the one choking and gagging. I thought it was all the person who was getting sucked received all the pleasure. But to me. this made my whole body tingle as i practiced gagging on this didlo. Like almost bringing me to a weird orgasm. Tears in my eyes, snot dripping from my nose drooling saliva everywhere! I was in heaven. I couldn't believe it. I started to read about people getting pleasure from this and apparently some people stimulating the vagus nerve has this affect .So I have been engaging in this when my wife is away. I almost enjoy it more then the anal sex. Makes me feel weird as a straight bi curious guy how I can enjoy sucking a dildo so much. Is this something Iam suppose to be doing. I would never cheat on my wife . So unless she is going to do it with me it's just a fantasy and solo play. So my delima... is my wife found one of my dildos. She broke down and cried and said she didn't know what to do cause she doesn't have a dick and can't give me sex like that. I tried to explain she can give it to me and I'd love it if she would try. But she is too worried I'll like it too much and leave her for a man. What Do I Do ........
Not sure what you should do, Jack, but I can relate. I occasionally jerk off while sucking a dildo, and I find it AMAZING. I think I may try masturbating while sucking one dildo and fucking my ass with another, imagining two guys fucking me at once. I am absolutely rubbing one out now thinking about it. Don’t know how to share this desire to be spitroasted with my wife. Of course, maybe she might try pegging me first. Sorry, gotta go, that thought is putting me over the edge!
I wish my wife would peg me, just the thought of it gets me hard, but I know if won’t happen. So I just ride my toy myself fantasizing.
Just tell her the truth and that it is something you want to do with her and her alone. As mentioned get a strap on and have her fuck you with it. That way you can get the pleasure and it is tied to her so the experience is with her. Least then you will know and can explore your fantasies together. but your post turned me on
Took a video of my cumshot when I jerked off after reading that, but not brave enough to share that kind of thing at this point. Did make it exciting to know I could watch it, though.
Nice, I love watching myself cum on video. What makes it better is if I get to watch someone else cum at the same time.
