Exactly! The warmth part was a pleasant surprise the first time I held and stroked my cock next to another man's hard cock! It's so weird that my own didn't feel warm to me, but his did? Has anybody else noticed that? Could it be that he had a much longer & thicker cock than mine, that there was more heat because he had more blood pumping through it? Just curious as to others experiences?
Was working a project with a guy at work. Lots of late hours. He was gay. One night as we were taking a break after some kind of intense conversation he gave me a bj. Best ever to that point in my life. That trend continued for a few nights until he asked if I wanted to suck him. A flood of thoughts and emotions entered my head as I went down on him. As I began all the fear and anxiety went away as I realized that it almost felt natural. I was so focused on this new found pleasure I was only paying attention to what I was doing and not what about to happen. I guess I blocked out everything about him but his dick and never heard him say he was going to cum. He loaded my mouth up and I just swallowed This began a great friendship that lasted several years.
I think it is just the difference in sensation - consider how different if feels, for example, to jerk yourself off vs someone else doing it. You touch your own skin all the time - you can't get a sense of the temperature of your own skin unless you have a fever. but touching someone else's skin is different. you feel his (or her) heat differently than you do your own.
I got into Bi play when I was married. My now ex and I did some swinging. Mostly 3 some’s with another female (her choice) and sometimes another guy or couple. One day my ex said since I enjoyed seeing her and another female together, she wanted to see two guys giving each other head. At first, I was hesitant. But she pointed out that I had tasted my own cum and other guys cum when we kissed. ( That's another 2 stories, ask if you want to hear them) So, I agreed. Hell, I had thought about it before. Put an ad on AFF. We thought we found a couple. Their message said they were both curious for group play and exploring same sex fun. We set up a date and that morning he messaged that the wife was too nervous to do anything in front of each other. My ex asked me if I felt the same way. I said sort of. She suggested he and I get together alone for beers and porn. She had done FF a couple times without me. I wrote back asking if he wanted come over and he and I could have some beers, watch porn and talk. He agreed. My ex left to go shopping etc. He came over, we did watch porn and drink beer. Both of us got horny (it was mostly bi mmf porn.) We decided to jack off as we watched. We talked as we stroked. Mainly about the guy-to-guy action. I reached over and started to stroke his cock. He started playing with mine. He said he really got off on seeing cum shots. I loaded a homemade porn of the ex wife and me. It had some great cum shots. One was of the night I had my legs up, my cock inches from my own mouth. My ex was using a toy on my ass and stroking me off till I came. Shooting on my face and in my mouth. Then she licked up my cream and we kissed. We snowballed often. He says that is soooooo hot. I figured it was now or never and I leaned over and started to lick his cock head and then took him in my mouth. It felt amazing. Hard and soft at the same time. Next, I’m on my knees sucking him off till he came. I swallowed, it was so good. He did me then, left a little later. My ex came home asked how it went and I told her the whole story. She asked if I liked it and I said, hell yes. Next thing you know we are getting naked and in bed. It made her so wet. Unfortunately, we never heard back from him/them. But it was good as it broke a “taboo” barrier. I was hooked on playing with another guy’s cock. My ex luved it. After that we only looked for guys and couples that wanted bi fun.Sometimes she would sit back with a toy and watch. Other times we would suck together.
Beside that, the other thing going through my head was "This is Easy and pretty cool". Wife always made a chore out of it. Out of dozens of bjs from women, only a couple sucked cock with a passion. It was easy and natural because I just did what I would like. The feeling of being free to lust like that was the convincer to make it happen again.The best was having a wife that was into watching me do it.
I'm the same. My wife, now doesn't fuck at all, and she just occasionally sucks and pulls me until I come, just to keep me satisfied. It's just a chore and because she's not into it, it is no more sexual than doing chores. "Haven't you come yet?" so she pulls faster. It's just irritating. I don't tell her that usually or she would never try ever again. With women, only one or two instances have been memorable, but with a male as horny as me, cock sucking was a long and lustful indulgence. So much sexual energy and hard cocks. That's what I miss. I've had some wild fucks too with women, but not for decades.
I don't know if I should admit this in such a public way - but I love to suck cock and I do it with complete passion. I have never experienced anything quite like it. I think I might actually scare some guys with how much I love to do this.
First time was total fear!… I was forced… I gagged and tried to pull away… but after I realized there was no escaping I became a cock sucking slut!… that was over 50 years ago … today I still love sucking cock!…
FORCED is terrifying. I'm sorry that happened to you, but I am glad, and I sincerely hope you are OK with how things have gone in your life - I had a good friend who was forced in the showers in gym of our high school by two bullies. It traumatized him and, combined with other events in his life, he ended up dropping out of school. That was 50 years ago, too - and I think it still haunts him, even though he was a lot quicker to accept himself as a gay man. Maybe it is harder for guys who are bi to accept such events - I don't know - or maybe it just depends on the individual's ability to process such an attack and move on in life.
Thanks!…you never forget!… something seems to jog that memory daily!… all you can do is deal with it!
I am also sorry to hear this happened to you. My dad was forced way back in the 1940s and to this day still hates gays. I’ve had to hide my life from him since I know he’ll be outraged by my love for men. Glad to read that you’ve been able to move on. Best wishes to you!
Yes, I'm still sucking cock. I suck cock more often then I eat pussy. I have several guys that I hook up with regularly. Over the past 30 years I'd say I've sucked off about 200 different guys.
I think most guys would agree that the first time they wrapped their lips around another guy's cock, it just felt right and probably "natural"
Once you finally build up enough courage to take a cock into your mouth, you'll find it difficult to say that it wasn't enjoyable.