That raw lust is what drives many of us, I think. The rush of it is something that can't be replicated in other things we do or enjoy - relationships, etc. included.
Yes Sadly I've not had very many women as horny or any who suck nearly as well as a friend who's turned on and wants to suck and 69.
I've heard that some women are really good at sucking cock, but in my experience, a guy is better at it.
Guys that are suckig cock are doing out of desire and are realy enjoying it. I think some women do also enjoy giving head but most are just doing the minimum
I think, in the case of my old cock sucking friend of the past, it was all He did and he really got into it. So many guys in my situation hosed his tonsils with their come.
The first time I sucked a cock, my heart was pounding, my dick was hard as a rock, I was nervous about someone catching us (we were in his car in a parking lot), and in my mind I was telling myself, "you're actually sucking a cock" over and over. When he came in my mouth I was so excited I shot my own load in my pants a second later.
The longer I go without, especially when I have a fully gay man or a bi guy who loves the gay side of himself, the more raw lust I feel, and feel 100% at ease being my true self, and, if it's been months, become what @Daretobare said, like a pig attacking dinner, with uncontrollable desire beyond imagination. That is what the very next guy I'm with is going to experience.
The best cock suckers in my experience have been women. But watching a guy suck my cock is a huge turn on. I think because when a guy sucks cock he really wants to and loves it, many women feel it is their duty.
A gay friend (both in our 30s at the time) found after a few beers that I've been bi-curious since puberty and enjoy blowjob porn from the woman's perspective. Oddly, I have a raging fetish for women's feet. We went back to his apartment and he asked me to strip and kneel on the floor. He undressed too and I confess to showing obvious excitement as I kissed my first cock. The feeling was intense sexual excitement at the taboo behavior and joy from sucking and licking his cock. He asked me to stop then put on a condom. Afterwards, I realized that I'm a "bottom" and love having a cock inside me.
I was 16 yrs old, and was out hunting and wanted to visit the tree house where my friends and I used to hang out hoping to get up higher for the hunting edge. As I approached I noticed a couple of bikes under the tree, I could hear moaning and talking up there so I climbed up and found 2 of my friends naked and sucking each other off. They had their stolen Hustler magazines opened up imitating the pictures. To say they were embarrassed is an understatement however it was also an eye opening event that put me on the path of my bi sexual life style. They were all nervous and afraid I would tell people, I told them to relax and I wouldn’t tell a soul, prove it Doug said!!!'After a few hits of a Jane they were smoking I was naked tasting my 1st cock and the rest of the afternoon we spent a 3 way sucking each other and it was then I tasted my 1st mouthful of cum. Been addicted ever since.
I have been blow by guys a few dozen times. Each on is better than the last. I have also jerked a few guys off. I sm looking forward to sucking my first cock soon
"I can't believe I'm actually doing this!" Seems to have been that inner voice a lot of us heard..I heard it over and over..First in disbelief, then in excitement as in "Finally"...Then those racing thoughts slow down a bit and you're completely engulfed in the act and it feels as good as you always knew it would..
Exactly the same here! That's why I psyched myself up to suck the first person at the party who seemed decent, before I lost my nerve. While nerve wracking with strangers in a hotel, the fact that everyone had to strip down, sort of equalized it? Plus, made it more convenient to play with no clothes in the way as obstacles. Of course I had fears: of the police coming, someone taking my wallet, my wallet, car keys and clothes, or someone videoing for blackmail.' Im probably to damn cheap for blackmail to work, anyways! LOL! But, yes, I couldn't believe I was doing it, and soon stopped worrying about it, caught up in the moment having fun! Wish the guy hadn't been a smoker, as there was an acidic taste in his pre-cum? And I didn't suddenly realize I'd been secretly gay the whole time in denial, turn fully gay, talk with a lisp or high pitched voice, or become 'swishy' (no offense to those that are,it's just not my thing not interest). Nor did I lose any of my interest in women, boobs, pussy, etc. If anything, it just confirmed once and for all, women were my primary interest. It just eased some of the doubts others in the media and blogs had drilled into me that something was wrong with me, I was in denial, etc. When so many people, including scientists make those BS statements, it does make you doubt yourself at times. But this got rid of those self doubts. I just knew I had new ways of having fun now!
I fall into the "I can't believe I'm doing this" camp. Seemed like everything got really quiet and I couldn't believe how much warmer the guy's cock was than I imagined and how soft the skin was on the head. It was a black guy at a gloryhole and he really took his time. He didn't shoot a huge load, but it was warm enough I could definitely tell I was swallowing cum.