What's Happening???

Sounds great, I think you'll like it. I enjoy yoga.

 

I was in dance class until I became an unruly teenager.

I still miss the barre work and the floor stretches.

 

One of these days I'm actually going to drop all this stuff off at a donation place...

Actually, I want to browse the thrift store for a few things I'd like in my house.

I actually shouldn't be using the same word so many times in a row.

 

Wherever I live always ends up looking like a charity shop

And I like rummaging charity shops because it's like getting a sneaky peek into people's houses

I'm a recovering cleptomaniac

 

And that's a fucking haiku

 

Thunderstorm coming through.......

 

That's the thing... I can take enough opioids/opiates to sink a battleship, can't move without falling down, be locked to a couch and the shyt still hurts. Especially the arthritis and damaged joints... nothing works for that, but also the fibro. It makes it worse, in a way, to be fucked up and still in pain because your mind just dwells on the pain.. endless cycle.


It's not like they've made the shyt easy to get anymore, even if it did work, but why take it if it doesn't work?

I used to get the weirdest looks from docs when the first words out of my mouth was "I don't want pain meds."

 

yep. why take it and fuck up your liver if it's not gonna do shit anyway?
reminds me when I wound up with a root canal. dentist shot me up with enough novocaine to put down a horse. he stopped at the 11th shot, and said 'your vitals aren't twitching, and you're still feeling your head. this is literally over the LD50 for someone your size. I don't know what to do. and I'm honestly afraid to give you any more.' 'ffs doc, just use the topical and fuckign drill. I'm not resistant to eugenol, and it damn well can't hurt any worse than some of the shit I've had happen.'

yeah, the arthritis and fibro I've found are both very resistant to opiates. that's why I wound up on my grand a week oxy habit a while back. I was dropping 4-5 at a time 4-5 x a day. was still hurting, but too blown out of my mind to care. and even then, I was functional. you couldn't even tell I was dosed to the gills.

I've been taking cbd, and it helps /some/ it's not a magic bullet for it, but it helps way more than the poppy. at least for the most part I feel semifunctional more often than not.

I wish texas would do proper medicinal. I live close enough to oklahoma to smell the smoke (literally 5 miles from the border)

the rough shit about the constant pain is it's depressing and makes you miserable, which actually makes it all hurt worse, which makes you more depressed, which.. yeah, nasty self-feeding cycle.

 

this gel shit was ok. but idk be nice if stem cell was an option .

Don't know where I'm going
Wishing I could hide
Oh God knows this is some shape I'm in
When the only thing that makes me cry
Is the kindness in my baby's eye

 

wasnt fuel pump or crank sensor like previous owner thought

ive nailed it down to main relay...runs fine when relay is jumped

now just have to figure out why main relay is not getting ground signal from ecm...i suspect possible immobilization system fault (has rf chip key)..or more likely a corroded wire under fuse box

 

I had a nap earlier and awoke to a thunderstorm...

That's all I've got, lol

 

Oh I wish there was a thunderstorm here

 

Real-Time Lightning Map

 

u did that b4..

 

Just Woke Up Sunday 9-00am.....Snowflakes Gently Floating Earthward.....



Cheers Glen.

 

Eifersüchtig!!!

 

Stűrmgeschütz!

I'm a little annoyed, I went to bed early to wake up early to watch the race. I know they're racing right now, my sports provider says the telecast will start 5mins ago as live, didn't happen and bloody golf is on

In 2hrs the Ponies are on.

I might try on my new stockings then.

 

snow?

I'm jealous!