What's Happening?

But

The truth serum isn't pleasant for those around me.

For me. Hey, it's totally me.

 

Happy New Year to you too. I'll join you in stopping that self-inflicted misery.

I didn't drink last night couldn't be bothered.

 

I'm in the 3rd bottle now and I very rarely drink.

I just needed to reach the truth, I guess.

It hurts like hell, as it turns out.

I'm a strong person but...

I do not have a fucking life of my own, as it turns out...

That's just difficult.

I spoke with hubby. I've kind of been encouraged that we've rekindled at bit.

It's unfortunate that he cannot try to be a lover again.

I mean, we had a long talk and he ended up saying that there is nothing that he would attempt to do as far as touching me in an intimate way because he cannot feel his hands.

I understand, honestly I do; but my heart is broken.

i wanted to make things right again in our marriage.

I wanted to have an intimacy.

I dreamed of his touch thrilling me again like it did so many years ago...

and it's gone.

It's just fucking gone and that's very sad to me.

 

Sorry, Y'all.

I didn't mean to be a Debbie Downer.



Hip Hip Hooray!

Happy New Year !

Make the Fucking Best Of It!!!

 

It's okay. I hear you. Sounds kind of sad. But that's life. There'll be brighter times and moments ahead for us all. We gotta take the rough with the smooth and just roll with it.

 

Tis Cool......You Are In The Company Of Friends Here....



Cheers Glen.

 

With the hand issue, and I hope I don't make you uncomfortable talking about this, but I'm one who likes to help people-


Perhaps you can make him feel you in other ways. Climb on top, rub yourself on his face, top, bottom, wherever, love him up and see if it can make a difference. You may have to take the lead more...but with a will, there's a way. You're a nice gal, you deserve love.

And if he can't do it, maybe the two of you can find other ways to experiment...Wishing you the best of luck... Oh and a Happy New Year!!
Magick~

 

Thanks guys.

A big part of the problem is his true hatred toward me. He loves me but he hates me too.

I have to be careful to not feel too much sympathy and too much guilt.

We had a few years with another couple, that he thoroughly enjoyed.

He will try to make me feel guilt about it...like I enjoyed the time more than he did.

I remember though.

I remember him with her...and happy.

I remember him with him, and sparks flew.

He tries to act butt hurt and I have to call him on it.

Anyway, we reminded ourselves again tonight that I am free. I'm free to be with whomever I want to be, whenever I want to be.

I just don't see if happening again.

My boyfriend has moved on.

The last person I had a relationship with, other than boyfriend, was someone from Hip Forums. He moved across the country to be with me and it just really didn't work out. I had to ask him to leave after a month.

I don't have the desire to put myself out there and to go hunting men again. I really don't. Yet, I'm lonely as fuck from the inside out.

I crave a relationship. I really do.

If it doesn't land in my lap, I'll just say it wasn't mean to be.

Whew, this third bottle of wine is stronger than the first two. It's from my friend, Tony, who I met through my daughter.

I'm just getting wasted and I needed to.

 

I split with my on/off girlfriend of 20 years standing last year. I'd love another relationship. But it won't happen unless I get out more and put myself in a position to meet Women. I'm 47. I still feel I have something to offer. I'm not too picky, but there's got to be some kind of spark, an element of mutual attraction and some shared interests.

 

Just watching my favorite Indiana Jones movie.

 

She Who We Thought Was Dead.......Has Risen From Her Drunken Slumber.......Welcome Back Irm......



Cheers Glen.

 

I think I will watch a film too this morning. Something escapist on Netflix.

 

Twenty Years? That's tough!

I'm getting ready to go to sleep for the night; even though it's already to get mickey and minnie;s Or just they need t chepper in my new had...

 

Quitter......Wine Comes In Boxes Of Six......Three Down.....And Three To Go.....Bottoms Up Aeri.....



Cheers Glen.

 

LMAo

What the fuck was I typing?

 

I'd rather shoot straight liquor than to drink this Pinot Grigio...Yuck.

 

I just saw the first part of "Californication." It was pretty good. I fancy some liquor.

 

Yeah Pandora suuuucks
If you're gonna do a paid service I would just go with spotify, you can listen to full albums there. Or at least you could the last time I used it but its been a couple of years

 

i'm an only child. i might as well just take a vow of celibacy. unless.... mom?

this is a sex forum level of typo.

 

Lol