My thoughts today

I only discovered this forum a couple of days ago and actually forums in general.

Google found it for me when I was looking for relationship advice and whether I should agree to my boyfriend spanking me.

I’ve had a lot of good advice and after a really open discussion I have agreed.

What I have liked about the forum so far is how a normally shy girl like myself has been able to open up to the world and how positive that has felt.

My issue with the spanking was that a have, very occasionally, and unfortunately quite recently been spanked by my father. My concern is that much as i love sexy time with my boyfriend, this process might be a little mixed up and screw with my mind in a bad way.

I’ve been reassured that this shouldn’t be the case and that has helped me decide to go ahead.

Having explored the blog section of the forum I thought that I would document those feelings, for my own reflection, to see how my feelings change before and after this evening.

Of course you should feel welcome to read along.

I am firstly going to described what happened last week which may not be a comfortable thing to write or to read. So if you don’t wish to think about parents smacking their children then please ignore the next entry.

Jx