My selfish desire

We well you got off to a good start. IMHO, you should stop thinking of it as sin.
As long as you don't hurt anybody, what's the sin ? There's so much out there these days ! I can't have sex anymore, but I have needs like everyone else.
My favorite site is Chaturbate. Real people, on cams, in real time, and it's FREE. STOP thinking of it as sin. You have needs, same as the rest of us.

Wow. If that's sinful behavior, heaven is going to be a very lonely place. I sure won't be there using your guidelines, so I guess I might as well jump in feet first and have even more fun.

Think of this. If we have a soul and I think we do. Does a soul have a sexual orientation. I think not. So do as you please as long as it's not hurting anyone. We are here to experience life. How can a church tell you what to do when they cant keep their own house in order.

Quite correct. And take it from me, you miss out on so much. I have more than a few regrets. I'm 57, been a good boy all my life, never hurt anyone, except of
course, myself. In missing out on many opportunities, because of my marriage.
It's not the same I know, but you shouldn't deprive yourself like I did. Married to a wonderful women who's never been interested in sex. And who's only with me
for my disability checks these days. Though I have done some pleasurable things, it hasn't been enough. If an opportunity comes up again, unfortunately,
I'm not sure what I'll do.

As we get older opportunities are fewer and so take that chance. I've been divorced from 2nd wife now 2 years. And I still love women but I want to explore the other side of me. We are not alone as this forum has shown me. Still exploring. All my ex had some form of same sex experience. I wanted their blessing try something out. They were all dead against it. So I'm looking for older couples now. We will see what happens. But it's never going to happen if you have beliefs from other people who say it wrong.