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Another weird thing is how that security guard was shot and killed February 2014 at my pharmacy on Schaefer Highway in Detroit. That was clearly a turning point in the car thing and their wrongfully trying to take away my rights. They wanted me to be walking there at all hours of the day and night, and just as I long feared something like that finally happens there. Because all I want is to be left alone so I can do simple things like take a walk in the park. And yet July 22nd shows they are still planning things even as we speak. If that's all I want, why can't they just give me that? It seems so simple what I ask. Because we're not living in 1840s England. There's no need to put me in a group home, especially against my wishes like Eric's brother Tom hints. There's no need to do that and I've done nothing to deserve that. I'm not the person at fault in this situation.

EDIT: Plus I am not saying that that thing I just explained was planned by anyone. But you know if it was, I can tell you from my personal experiences that whoever is responsible for it knows all and sees all. So there'd be no way of escaping them. Like I said, one time recently I was at a store. And I was deviating from my plans to control my spending. (I just deviated from my rules this one time. I've been doing better since then. I think I have to make my rules more clear and more nuanced for each situation though, if that makes sense.) And like I said, as soon as I thought that the people standing around me in the store started acting excited. I've been living that way all my life like I said, just assuming I'm being watched and could never get away with anything. (And my therapist told me that actually was true. All my life I have been watch in one sense or another.) So extreme measures when you know that would never be necessary. (How people can instantly read my thoughts I have no idea. Because I agree that is impossible. I just know mind reading is an old parlor trick that the Houdinis showed only involves having information the person thought you couldn't possibly have. In the case of the incident of the store above, my therapist said it probably was due to the change of expression on my face. Which doesn't make sense. I've looked in a mirror and my expression never changes that much. Plus why did they do it at that moment and just like that?)

But you know we do live in a world of constant surveillance. The cell phone company, and so perhaps the government, know as much as your cell phone does (its camera, where you are, what you're doing, etc.). So my word of advice is, once you know that all that you are doing is being watch like I have all my life, extreme measures are no long necessary.

To go more into what I was saying with the technology available now. The government unbeknownst to you might be monitoring your conversations at home. And they may know that you are planning on buying a car. And from monitoring you before then, they know your favorite color is red. So when they see you eyeing a nice red Corvette at the car dealership, the dealer (who is part of this for some reason) knows all the aforementioned. And seems to know your emotional reaction to it. Coupled with the fact it's a luxury car and at a discount price. He would seem to be reading your mind, not only knowing that information but predicting your emotional response too.

I don't know, because I've been living that way all my life. Assume I'm living a glass house IOW. At least since HS. And even in the early 90s people seemingly acting weird started ending up in the places I went, any place I went. I almost half-seriously wondered if my car didn't have a radio transmitter or GPS transponder in it or something. Which makes me wonder why people thought they had to monitor me secretly or worry about my actions ever. It's almost like everyone in my life wasn't on the same page. Even though they sometimes pretended like they were.