Important Conclusions.

So to finish what I said last night. No one will ever convince me that anything here is my fault, that I ever did anything wrong or that any tragic outcome was my fault. I did nothing wrong and all I was ever trying to do was live my life. I should never be ashamed of that. It took me forty years to see that, but now I do. And if my neighborhood friend is trying to say I should say less and get less people in trouble, I will not. As I tell people in situations like that what I do then is say more and tell more people. No one is helping me, nothing is being done, I'm forever damaged, I am going to be living with that damage for the rest of my life with an uncertain future, things are getting worse and I was treated like garbage all along. And I always told people for years the worst thing that could happen would be if my neighborhood friend moved out and left me alone to fend for myself in this dangerous, violent city. But even if that happened and all that would result from that, I still would never blame myself. I always would know I did the right thing. And I always would know that nothing that happened was my fault. I never wanted much in this world and the fault always lie in others, not just because I wanted to go to movies, or take a walk in the park or eat donuts and buy sports cards. They were always at fault, and terrible humans beings for doing all of that.