Important Conclusions.

But just to repeat, and I think I've said this many times before. All my life people have been trying to convince me I have life too good. That I deserve to suffer in some way. Or that the bad things that happened to me in some way are my fault. What was my neighbor friend trying to say? I'll have to review it to see. But I think he was trying to say that soon they will start shutting off my power because I dared criticize Eric. Even now as I am permanently damaged and I am facing the prospects of living into my old age like this. Or the argument is I am lazy because I don't work. I am selfish for liking even the simple pleasures I do. No, no. Let all involved no that I am not falling for any of that this time. I know much better now. I am a good person, I've done nothing wrong, I don't deserve suffering or hardship for any reason. No one does, especially not under the excuse of medical treatment. I do deserve good things in life, I always have and I always will no matter how things turn out. And the reason why I don't work is because I can't. I'm not like other people, I am handicapped. I have issues of mental fatigue and organizing. Getting tasks done and other problems that I really have identified yet, and maybe no one will ever tell me. But I can't work, and now I am entering old age like this. Damaged and abandoned, slowing down and having to find some quality of life while this all goes on, and really never will end. Even if someone assured me it had. But I won't fall for any of that this time, believe you all when you tell me that. Let all involved know that.