So imagine yourself having people close to you putting nasty RCs in your drink to "wring you out" aka destroy your ego with grimy shit to ruin your collective conscience. Does anyone have any tips on how to rebuild the ego back to normal? This question can only be answered by people with true experience of the ups and downs of life. But I would love your input its been almost a full year now since the last time it happened to me and I am feeling better and doing much better but I would love to hear what I can do to really release all the negative energy that was forced into my soul. Thanks
Even the richest, most powerful people in the world, have ups and downs! It's will power! If you got that, you can bounce back from anything! And believe me when i say! I know! https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/hide-and-seek/201510/self-confidence-versus-self-esteem
I like it and I have the willpower but I am looking for an answer such as certain foods, techniques, or even herbs that can ground/rewire me back to normal. I am thinking a small dose of mushies might be able to reconnect me to myself.
No pills or potions can build your will power, stamina or self love! You have to physically pick your self up! Mushies will just change your level, and there is a good chance, it means you start at a lower point, as you will then have mushies to hold you back! Do it yourself, on your own, with the power of you! It's the best meds there is.. Try it first!
If you like yourself and believe in your self and respect yourself and others and life.....that is ammo enough. I have been tested many times with bullying...people trying to make fun of me for everything under the sun......and sometimes, you can get depressed....but that is giving them the power to destroy you, and why should they have that.....when you have done nothing wrong, or have you?
Do you mean in a self-confidence way? if not I think this might be best asked in the psychadelics or mental health forum if it's bad trip related. Also, if you're still firends with people who dose you without consent, don't be. those are cunts.
Yeah even if I did press charges against them there is no proof really...so it would be interesting to see it played out. I cut them all off and never talk to them anymore, these were people I grew up with my whole life so it truly was a curveball. All were influenced by the green and all should be hit with heavy karma, but I try to just live my life without them and everyday seems to get better as it has almost been a full year now since. Yeah my question goes out to people out there who have had a similar experience with people dosing them with gnarly research and also people familiar with holistic and pharma techniques to rewiring the brain back to natural... its almost like PTSD but it was chemically induced.
Yeah that's strange. That's been my strategy for my father. Take him out camping. Then slip some MDMA in his coffee. Then when the oxytocin makes him feel human empathy for the first time in his life, I'll spend hours telling him what an absolute monster he is. I hope it's beyond emotionally crippling. Complete ego destruction could possibly make him a decent human being. But I haven't seen him in a decade. Probably won't happen. I don't see why your friends would do that. That's very specific therapy I've designed for narcissistic monsters. I was kinda under the impression I conceived it.
Make sure you use the right cement. The trick is don't have an ego, that way you don't have to rebuild it.
Sorry that this happened to you I recommend seeing an acupuncturist and traditional Chinese herbalist If that doesn't help you, then I'd recommend seeing a psychiatrist It might help if you can tell them what chemicals you think you might have been dosed with
Is it really the ego though or is it YOUR ego. I don't really understand how to rebuild the ego as it's read that way. The ego of what, when, where and who? =p
Do you exercise often? If you don’t I’d recommend a daily regimen of exercises. Do eat healthy? If you don’t I’d recommend you eat a balanced diet to include meats, grains, fruits and vegetables. Do you read often? If not I’d include a wide variety of books from fiction to non-fiction (it will help you to develop your social skills) and make you a better conversationalist Also, you should focus on being more honest with those around you you could also join a volunteer organizations in you area, you help others and yourself Hotwater
Seems I'm not the only one confused by "ego", you mean confidence Well only accept drinks that are sealed for starters
Oxytocin. It was first associated with release at childbirth. I assume partially as a means to have new mothers not want to eat their wailing babies. Now it's understood as a chemical with a strong association to both love and social bonding. MDMA not only works by preventing the reuptake of serotonin,like many antidepressants, but also has a strong affect on oxytocin. It's why it's known as a 'hug drug.' Oxycontin is a semi-synthetic opioid which has no chemical metabolic relationship to MDMA. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4045544/
ego isn't identity, though it may be where identity sits. identity can be anything you can imagine if you can live it and do. that is why it is good to leave baggage behind, to define yourself in your own terms. then go back, with universal consideration, to face the world everyone else has to live in, and creates by how they live in it.
I suspect that more drugs will likely not produce the grounding and stabilizing effects that you are seeking You're welcome hope things can get better soon