hi, I would like to tell you my goals and a short story why I do what I do. I was born in Afghanistan during the war on the back side of some truck. Then we fled to Belgium by foot and I basically grew up during the period we spend fleeing from country to country. I lived in a bunch of different countries like Iran, Hungary, Ukraine,... looking for a better life. During my journey I gave up multiple times and wanted to commit suicide whiIe i was only 12 years old. I still have trouble forgetting and falling asleep but not so much as before. The only thing that cured me was Psilocybin. I learned that when you have problems in your head, only you can cure yourself and nature is there to help. When I found out that this amazing medicine is illegal I got super mad and thought about all those people suffering from PTSD like me or depression, cancer,... They are all giving up hope because their pills are not working. I personally don't trust anything in this world anymore like doctor, pharmaceuticals, police, government, money,... how can I after they started killing thousands just for money? I decided to do something about it and this one time while I was listening to Terence Mckenna he said to spread the message by art. And that is exactly what I started ( www.neromero.com ) I sell t-shirts that can spark up any conversations that can lead to the truth and wake more people up. This made me feel better about. because for years I've had this guilt feeling that no one here can understand. When you experience suffering from starvation and thirst then you cannot forget the kids that are dying every day from hunger and it breaks my heart just looking at them because you know the feeling. This guilt feeling is making me crazy and I would like to do something about it but I don't see another way then change the whole world so that is what I'm going for. I don't care if that seems impossible if I don't work on what matters, I wake up feeling horrible and wanting to vomit in the morning. It's like my body is forcing me to stop the war but how am I suppose to do that?? I suggest we all find what we like doing and spread the message by art. Do whatever you can and enjoy doing it. Thank you for reading excuse my bad English
