My wife has also lost all interest in sex of any kind. I happened to be over a friends house watching some porn and we started jacking off to it and my buddy came over to me and asked if he could suck my cock. I was a little nervous but said sure. I got harder than I have been in years. When he finished me I returned the favor. I really enjoyed it and instantly got hard again. We met every so often for a release until he moved out of state. I'd love to find another friend to play with.
I am 69 & wanting to suck a cock but have not found anyone I think is clean, really want a load of cum in my mouth
Question for the oral only guys, those who spent a very long time thinking that there was no way under high heaven they would ever suck dick (and never wanted to either), but then unforeseen things happened and all the sudden they craved it, then did it. For me porn got me slowly interested in actually giving the blowjob (and that was an extremely shocking revelation to me). Those who did it early, and those who were always kind of liberal and never thought it was a big deal anyway can't really relate to my question. But can anyone describe, after years and years of sucking dick being on your no way in hell list, after it spending the majority of your life on your that's disgusting list, can you describe what it was like the first time? If I can find an analogy, right now I seriously considering me actually sucking a dick to be as about as likely as me landing on the moon. It's a combination of both it being so off the charts taboo for me and people I grew up with, and me being a very boring sexual person. If anyone can relate to my level of a life long disconnect with the idea of doing it, then the shock level associated with realizing you are on your friggin knees sucking dick!! Can you describe it? Surreal is the word I'm looking for, how surreal was it? Because I still can't see myself doing it, just thinking about actually taking steps to set something up has me harder than steel, that's why I can't even imagine how much more intense the feeling would be to literally be sucking on a dick. Let me clarify, if I set it up, and I knew I was in my car and it was literally going to happening in 10 minutes, I still couldn't relate to it actually happening. That's what I mean when I say it seems like going to the moon. I can not imagine the reaction I would have to actually having a hard dick in my mouth and knowing that it is now my job to suck it and make it cum. OMG!!
While I was one who actually did do it early I had never even thought about it happening. My experience came from having a friend at a young age that pursued me. I let him play with me and he ended up jerking me off. Of course at that age it was much better than masturbating but after I felt awful. But that didn't stop me from letting it continue and soon I was jerking him as well. Still feeling huge guilt about it every time but it became easier. I always hoped he would go down on me but he never did, I had no intention or desire to do it to him. It was all about the orgasm. Once in HS I cut it off and was getting hand and head from girls then soon after full blown sex. I never thought about going back and picking up with him although he tried and tried, we saw each other everyday. Right after we graduated I had had some big issues with my current GF. He and I ran into each other and ended up drinking beers and ended up park in a secluded spot and I let him play with my dick. I ended up feeling bad for him and started feeling him up and found that his cock had grown immensely. He was way bigger than me and I became very turned on by this, I was very surprised and it felt very surreal. I couldn't take my eyes off of it, it was so heavy and thick. I was so confused about what I was feeling and that was that I wanted to suck it, I went down on him and didn't really stop till he came. Although I kept sucking him even after. I came immediately when he went down on me. We ended up doing this for the next five years about weekly. Soon after we started he admitted to me he had no interest in women. He was basically in my rotation of fuck buddies, usually 2-3 girls and him. I've never really understood my attraction to his member although I think it was a submissive thing. I was an alpha and he was the opposite, I think I enjoyed it because I liked seeing he was so much bigger as weird as that sounds. When I would hold them together it gave me a feeling looking at them I can't explain, almost a feeling of relief. Never had any other and never pursued it after him. I still love seeing big dicks on slim shy looking guys in porn, still turns me on.
Pretty much same as above poster except i never stopped with my buddy but felt guilt most of the time until i was ok with my sexuality
I'm a married Bisexual 51 years old I sucked my first cock at 13, love to feel a throbbing cock shoot in my mouth and swallow every drop
