You have always been the picture of 100% male. Married, kids, sports,church,etc. You have always desired your wife and craved the beauty of women and fucking them. The last thing on your mind was anything gay. Seeing pics of other guys cocks in porn was only imagined as your own. BOOM! What changed your mind? What gave you the desire to put a cock in your mouth and suck it? Were you exposed to gay friends who might have influenced your thoughts and curious desires. Was it porn on the internet? How far have you taken your fantasy thoughts and how did you feel after putting an end to being curious?:sunny:
well I have never considered myself totally str8, having gone looking for my first m2m liason at the age of 19, but I'm married 18 years with kids and between 19 and 40 when I married I probably went with 65 women and maybe 12 men. I've always been str8 acting but never bothered to label myself and to be honest it hasn't bothered me much. Like you both I've always hada thing about oral with guys - sucking cock. Luckily I'm now out to my wife and for the last 6 months we have been playing with another bi-guy in a mfm which has been great and a turn-on for all of us. Emotionally I'm much more into women, could never imagine myself living with a guy. Don't have a problem with kissing guys tho I prefer more feminine ones. Put myself at 3 on the Klein scale andcI reckon that we are all fluid in our sexuality and that also can change over our lives. Enjoy, life is short and IMO sex is one of the pleasures. Simon :sunny:
it was penis envy for me...i'm average, always wanted to be bigger, so while watching porn, i always took an interest in bigger cocks...eventually got really turned on by them...and BOOM...the urges began
When I was young I started to watch porn and eventually I saw some gay porn and it interested me. After that it took me along time to actually play around with a guy but eventually I sucked another guys cock and had a lot of fun.
Actually, I had never thought about it at all, it was the opportunity that was presented in front of me when i was drunk and horny, and i said, what the hell, let's try this. but i had never planned for it to happen.then after it happened, i think the exciting thing was the size of this guy's cock, absolutely enormous which i thought was hot.
my ex wanted to have a foursome. so we did. two girls two guys. but I liked touching the girl's boobies and I was more turned on by her than the guys. she was bi and ever since then it's been like yeah, what if.......
on some occasions that same guy and i had had threesomes and foursomes with our gfs, but while they played with each other, there was never any interaction between the two men. that only happened the night we were alone, and by then, singles.
The thing that has got me interested is cocks. Beautiful hard cocks. I never fatigue at looking at them. I get hard myself after cruising the web looking at cock pics. I have been doing erotic chat with a guy for the last several months and exchanging cock pics. It is really really hot. I love doing it.
What turned me curious...will maybe watching too much porn between 16-25 may have attributed to it, i what straight porn at first then the different genres until i watched some bi then transsexual, before watching m2m porn. I still consider myself normal, i am not attracted to men, but i do love what they have in there pants. From the age of 20 to current, i wake wanting either a cock in my mouth or inside my ass. On the other hand i almost worship a nice female body. Call me conflicted, i am what i am.
I was a willing participant as a kid. My cousin(male) use to have his way with me. He was 3yrs older. I was little and just knew it felt good. This lead to the fooling around with many of my closest friends. Same sex was common. The closer we got to puberty the less it was happening. I was willing stil into puberty just didnt know how to go about it. At 14 I thought same sex was the past it had been several years since the last time. At 14 a much older guy moved on me and brought the past back to life.
I guess i got curious because i got a tongue ring so i wonder what giving a blow job would be like. So i looked at gay porn but i didn't really like it. But i always liked threesomes and saw a bi threesome and slowly got more open to just man on man then decided it was hot and i should try and get in on it
Homosexuals are put into categories by psephologists. Not sure everyone would agree with all of them but the most useful information from this is that homosexuals tend to have a small hypothalamus than heterosexuals. The hypothalamus controls sex drive. Thus, it is given to you at birth. My brother is gay and I wouldn't have it any other way. I'm so glad that rhymed.
What made me want a cock is probably watching a porn and seeing a girl suck a thick hard cock. I fantasize about it alot and imagine feeling a hard cock spasm and cum in my mouth. I want to be face fucked as well. I do what I can on my own, I give myself facials. But I realllllly need a cock in my mouth at least once.
I feel the same way! I need to give a try at least once! and I pretty much fantasize about the same exact things