you've heard this one before

I just cut myself... wow. It's been over a year since I cut myself seriously. Sometimes I just can't deal, but it hasn't been this bad for a while. Maybe by sharing it with a ton of people I'll realize how stupid this is, and stop the relapse before it gets far at all. I don't know. Something like that.
~Nova

 

You didn't do the job right if you're able to post about it. Now get back to work!

 

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Hey hun
it's okay that you cut yourself
the pain that you feel when you cut yourself is okay, too.
right now, far away from you, at my little computer, I love you just the way you are, cuts and all.

 

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wow, that's probably one of the sweetest things i've heard in awhile. i wish someone would have told me stuff like that when i cut.

anyway, cutting always did make me feel better in the moment i did it, but i realized that the scars it left always reminded me of the sadness, therefore never really helping me get over it.

 

exactly! it felt good when i did it.. cause at that point physical pain was just so much easier to handle than emotional pain. but even though i don't feel sad and depressed anymore, the scars are still there.. and they remind me everyday of the pain i felt..

so nova, please don't cut yourself! you'll just regret it later, believe me.. just remember that there are so many people that love you and we really don't want to lose you... think about it before you do it again..

*BIG hug* love you

 

Thank you so much, you guys.

 

are you feeling any better hun?

 

Please feel better! I know the temptation to cut is always there when you get upset (trust me, I live with it too) but just remember that things always get better. Everything works out how it is supposed to in the end, even if we dont understand it at the time. Much love.

 

Yeah, I think I'm feeling better. Talked to my boyfriend about what's bugging me, and he's being supportive. I got out of my dorm room for the first time in 3 days today (besides classes) and am trying to stay on the sunny side of things.
~Nova

 

Instead of turning your frustration inwards, like most girls do, turn it outwards, like I would if I were you. In other words, become a serial killer. Don't kill just anybody, take down some pimps, some drug dealers, and once you get a good amount of those out of the way, and if you got guts, take down some corrupt politicians. You'll feel better, trust me!

^Obviously I am joking. I don't know what bugging you though so I can't give much help.

 

well good for you stay strong sister, you'll get through this, trust me
*hugs*