You people are retarded.. fucking idiots..>.<

POSTING THIS TOPIC WAS A MISTAKE, i'm sorry.









So, if you did read this.. and you became angry, then this means.. you are.. haha. stupid.

Haha, no, but, if i was posting a flame post, you people would come to this topic and have a nice time mass spamming.
WHY THE FUCK DO YOU FEEL ATTACKED , WHY THE FUCK DO YOU WANT TO PROVE YOURSELF, WHY ARE YOU PEOPLE SO WICKED IN THE MIND.
omg, you lame assholes, get rid of the ego, get to know who you are, haha. why would you care about a worthless unagrued opinion like the one above. shit people.
If you did feel a form of hate, then this means that your behaviour is still being lead by your ego for a big deal.
Even if you didn't had a hate, didn't you had this urge to say that my (fake ) opinion is all wrong and that you know better?.
YOu know in many cases, people use critics to boost the ego, to let the world know, look i know better, i know it better then you.
Haha, fucking lame hypocrits.
Critics are good is it is used constructive, but ooh you so lame people, look around.. even on these boards.. there is plenty and plenty of posts wich are purely to boost the ego.

So, i hope that i could make a realisation for those who didn't made this realisations.. and that i made a contribute to a ego-less person.

Yeaaa;

This post is probably very retarded, and i'm pretty fucking high and wasted , but it seems veery cool to me.. so.. i don't give a shit if it is retarded... i don't mind if i'm saying idiotic stuff.. haha.. i'm high and plainly saying stuff that comes up in my mind..

This is not more then expressing my randomness of the mind.. so chill.. and forget about this crazy madman.. and if it did help you, praise this crazy madman.
Now, we should all be more crazy, just give it a try.. maybe you get to enjoy it.. omg haha



lame fuckheads x).

 

dude, mellow out!

 

Haha, and i another thing for you wicked people, don't think to much in how you verbalise your thoughts, if you want to use cool words, or sound like someone who knows what he talks about.. then that is also your lame ego playing tricks with you asking for a ego boost. I don't care if someone thinks, hahah, pellinore is a retard, haha.. life is much more joyfull without a ego.. more enjoyfull.. you don't care about irrelevant things anymore..
Now My dear lame people.. go out yyour houses and scream something wicked and random to the world, maybe your bad mooded neightbour will be pissed... but ahah.. will you care? haha.. no.. go go.. and act like a idiot.. there is nothing wrong with it.. x). As long as your crazyness is controlled and you don't loose yourself in it it is all for the better..

comeone lazy wankers.. raise above your instincts x).

 

I am mellowing.. haha.. shit.. man.. maybe you need to meellow out.
aaha, think i snorted a bit to much shit.. but i really like the way i am now .
haha.. tomorrow i will get out of my bed, slowly i will remember some vague things about typing absurd things.. and think...

Oh My God, what have i done.. fuck.. if i had a reputation then it is destroyed completely.. but haha..
That is my ego then? i feel from my ego now.. so right now.. i don't give a fuck about what i will think tomorrow about my actions.. because now know that that will only be my ego.

 

Seriously dude, you don't like it, get the eff off here. No one is forcing you to stay.

And if you honestly don't care what people have to say about you, why are you so angry?

 

Ahah, maybe i am indeed going insane.. aah man... i'm gonna quit the drugs for a few month once my stash in my bedroom got emptyed.. but right now.. i'm am enjoying it..

SO forgive my milady of the lake if i seemed a bit outragious to you...

 

Haha, do i seem angry? shit.. i didn't want to leave that impression.. i'm just being soo random .. just expressing to choas in my mind..
i don't want to insult anyone.. shit .. people.. don't get my wrong.. aah..

Tomoorrow i'll apologize if the random things i'm saying insulted anyone.. but for now.. i'm gonna take a break from my computer.. because you people are not understanding the reason of this post.. but that is understandable.. probably.. when i'm clear in the head i won't understand it either.. haha.

 

I think that your entire post is fueled by your own inability to separate yourself from your ego. The mere fact that you are criticizing critics makes you one as well, which means that your brain is completely tainted by ego.

Go out into the world and grow up. Learn to spell while you're at it.

 

Haha, yea.. you are probably right..my brain is a bit in overdrive right now..i can spell dude.. but wtf does it matters.. as long as you understand me spelling is not of such great importance..
SO, dude.. maybe you.. need to shill..

I was just critising critics becasue there seem to be misunderstanding .. this is not the kind of critics to boost the ego...

SOrry people... call a admin and close this thread.. just took a chill outside and i somewhere feel very embarresed now.

 

Aah, don't mind about the shit i'm saying.. omg haha.. i'm normally not like this.. but i have been on meth one week straight.. shit.. haha. it fucks you up.. and i'm quitting forever with that stuff once i consumed it (just got a little bit left now).. it's not worth the money to get fucked up in the head like this.

 

BUt you people also need to chill a bit.. i mean... always so serious and stuff.. i don't know.. now that i'm in this meth mood i have all these very deep and intellectuel realisations.
And all this human behaviour of being serious.. sometimes.. you just need to go crazy.. it helps you enjoy the normal stuff more by creating this contrast.

But ok, if i want to be crazy for a moment i shouldn't post shit like this.. i'll do my apologies tomorrow... if it didn't get closed or removed yet. ahah.. sorry folks.

 

at least you posted in the right forum.

 

Aah goddamned i feel really sad right now, i def need to stop with all the drugs..
now i understand why meth is dangerous, your perception of reality gets all fucked up in your brain.
Shit, people.. really sorry.. i wear deep shame right now.. .
this is normally not the way i am.. just all so fucked up since i started doing this meth, it destroy your mind and personality.

Once again, i deeply regret this.. and hope that in the future i'll be able to prove that i'm not this weirdo.

 

all is forgiven. rise up sir pellinore, and go fight your dragon.

 

People everywhere.

If you ever needed a good reason for not doing meth...

This thread provides you with it.

 

Yea, it did, there should really be more education about drugs.. before i started using it i didn't knew what it even was.. and it felt good so i began doing more and more, problem with this shit is that it changes your way of thinking, and it's hard to realise that sometimes.
In any way i threw all the meth i had left away.. and well.. it felt good.

Now lets find that nasty dragon and escape my evil wife .

 

you're an annoying troll looking for attention. Go away.

 

Im boosting my EGO by responing to this thead and my POST count.. Yippi..

SHUT THE FUCK UP> YOU IDIOT<< YOUR A LOSER IM A WINNER<< SHUT THE FUCK UP> thanks dude.. I feel much bigger in the head now..

 

crazy wisdom from the radical zen master. lose your mind to come to your senses.

 

:'(