you alls

ahahah

I'm not waiting ... I'm just not ready.

 

thats really cool.

better than the choices i've made in my life concerning that type of stuff.

 

my parents need to go to bed so i can get in the medicine cabinet.


and how my high school habits just got back, i do not know.

 

Good for you Josh, waiting until you are ready. I did that, and haven't regretted it.

Anyways.

No Ibprofen for you girl. Just because you did it once, doesn't mean it isn't harmful for you to do again. OD on chamomile tea or something, but you could make yourself seriously ill in the future. Perhaps we could yell at Orsino for getting rid of Alan, he provided good entertainment. Whenever I am bored and depressed I look for trolls. They usually entertain me - and make me feel better that I am not that desperate.

We care for you hun, no sense in harming yourself.

 

i seriously only take enough to get drowsy. i've done it many many times. its fine.


and i'm only depressed cause i was working so much before that i never had time for anything.. now i have all the time in the world and nothing to do. i cant stand having nothing to do (shoot me if i ever become a stay at home mom). i go restless pretty easy.

 

Have you ever considered crafting?
To keep my hands busy (easy all you perv's out there), I crochet. I get obsessed with it sometimes, but that's cool - because then I usually have a beautiful project at the tale end of it. The sense of satisfaction is very gratifying. Kinda like finishing a book, a good one at that.
It would stave off the boredom and sooth you.

 

i used to be really into crafts. still am to some extent (usually dont have time).. but i cant afford new hobbies at the moment. ... i can't afford the dollar menu at mcdonalds..

thats why i feel.. trapped.



i feel so emo all whining. i'm not that upset. i think it was the rush of random happiness earlier.. had to come to a sudden random end.

 

Not to sound trite, but it happens...
You get on an emotional high, and then you crash. Pure chemistry. Sucks though.



Just be safe.

 

number 2 is a bad choice.

this may sound ridiculous, but try running or exercise.

it always makes me feel better...

 

ilike walking. at least it gets you out of the house. maybe you'll meet some new EXCITING people!