Ya ever ponder,

about what you'd be like if you never did drugs?

 

Yes, and I imagine my life would probably still be the same minus the drugs and minus a couple of people I hang out with.

 

YES! I question this alot. Sometimes I get really down when I think about, other times I'm to high to care.

 

to be honest..i think id still prefer this way just because of the friends I have

 

I would prolly be in the same predicament Im in now only with slightly more money in my pocket. Thats another thing to ponder. Imagine if every time you bought some pot instead of giving the money to the dealer it went into a piggybank then some day down the road the piggybank got opened so you could see how money you spent on it. Honestly it doesnt really bother me though because I look at it as investing in having a good time its like buying a ticket to the amusement park at the end of the day you dont really have much to show from it but you know you had a good time.

 

I am glad for the things I did, cause I don't know who I'd be without.

 

I can't imagine never having smoked weed or tripped, because it's all so wonderful, but I do think it was a bad idea for me to take some of the pills I have taken, especially the QUANTITY of some of the pills I have taken. Not to say I regret it, bucause I've had a lot of wonderful experiences, many of which I don't remember very clearly, but I'm sure I was having fun. haha

I think I'd be a lot more closed-minded if I had never done any drugs. I also think I wouldn't be as mellow and I would be quite a bit more volitile.

 

yeah i'd have COMPLETELY different friends.
probably be passing at least some of my classes.
my parents would trust me.
and i would only have one thing on my record instead of two.

but when it comes down to it i don't regret anything.

 

Ewwwwww.

 

well like skierdood said, "I look at it as investing in having a good time its like buying a ticket to the amusement park at the end of the day you dont really have much to show from it but you know you had a good time." that's basically how i look at it.

And to be honest, i wouldn't be the same. Being a grower, my "babies" and "ladies" are on my mind about 75% of the time.......even when at work. So i can honestly say there would be a slight difference. Before I started smoking the MJ, i played soccer, fought in MMA, ran track n field (800M, 1600M or 1500M depending where you are, 1600M relay and 3200M relay), raced BMX and just in general was fukin active! Not saying that smoking the MJ totally affected this but once i started doing it i did those activities less and less.

Now im just a working member of society that enjoys the indulgence of MJ. I love growing it, I love smoking it......im really glad i waited until i was out of high school to smoke! Now don't get me wrong......i started drinking when i was 15 and that has GREATLY affected me. Yea sure i was still participating in the sports even tho i drank........but the alcohol has affected me in other ways. The MJ settles me down, im able to have in-depth convos with family and friends, and just in general....HAVE FUN!!! I have met some of THE MOST down-to-earth people/friends i could ever have. Plus i've been able to cut down on my drinking with a fresh supply of sweet, sweet, organic herb!

 

If I never did.... It wouldn't matter. Life to me is good with or without. I view MJ like dessert after dinner. Its nice to partake but not a necessity.

 

i never really had a big life, before or after ismoked weed, i've always just liked to have fun, hang with friends, and i love music, weed just intensifies those pleasures for me, and makes other shit i dont like not so boring. and i do feel that i've learned alot from smoking weed and its opened my mind up to.

i dont really fuck with other drugs, occasional pill but weed is most prevelant and i'd take it over anything offered.

 

If right now, at this point in my life, I'd never done drugs, I'd be out trying to find some.

Now, I'm not a complete burnout, I'm not really a hardcore druggie, but drugs are a part of my life. Without the desire to do drugs, I wouldn't be myself.

 

yeah like drugs are a pretty big chunk of your life and actually do make a part of you.

i don't know, i just enjoy weed alot, it is part of who i am and i am interested in other drugs because other states of mind are interesting to me, much more interesting than this "sober" life.

 

I'm so happy that I decided to try drugs. I can't imagine what I'd be like today if I had never done any drugs...

 

honestly i have no idea what i would be like without weed
its such a big part of my life that everything would be completely diffrent without it
i would probably have grown into an angry teenager and ended up fucking up bad like beating someone down or something

 

Without drugs...I'd still hang with just the losers and metalheads in my school. With drugs, I have so many more social groups I feel comfortable with because I used drugs as a conversation piece to get to know them and alot of them are good friends. A new town and new high school is rough man. Less so with PCP, LSD, and CANNABINOIDS!!!!!(canabinoids?idk)

 

I know for sure that without drugs I'd probably be a nerd that's hardcore into videogames. Because before I smoked pot that's pretty much what I was. I would probably also be a hermit and never do anything on the weekend and probably have no friends. I used drugs to get friends and I still have them even though I'm not crazy about drugs like I used to be.

 

Without drugs, I would've missed out on some of the most wonderful experiences in my life. I mean, there is no substitute for LSD trips and mushroom trips and 2ce trips or just being really stoned. It's all helped shape me into the person I am today. Plus, I can't imagine not knowing what it's like to be stoned or to be tripped out, because they are some of the most beautiful experiences a person can have, and I pity those who are too afraid to allow themselves to experience such beauty.

 

Man... I wish there was a way I COULD actually know. I got alot of shit for it at school when I started to smoke weed, and lost all my good friends. Now, I really see that they weren't really cool in the first place, but I'm still left with all those people hating me, and making school tough. I wouldn't be such a philosopher and so smart though. I started to read constantly and standing up for every one of my beliefs. I would never have realised how much better than most of these people I am.
Sometimes, I wish I had never started though, just because ignorance really is bliss, and if I had never known how great marijuana was, I wouldn't desire it so much.
I really CAN'T remember what I did though before I started smoking weed.