this past weekend i was lucky enough not only to see disco biscuits live but to experience molly for the first time. now in a state of recovery, all i want to do is share what an amazing experience i had with everyone. ill start out by saying i cant tell you enough how AMAZING disco biscuits were. ive always loved them but now i have a whole new level of respect for them after seeing them live. one of the funnest live shows ive ever been to, molly or not. about two hours in i bought a half gram of molly. or at least i think it was molly? i dont really know what im doing but it was a pinkish white or very light pink powder (it could have been white and looked pink from the lights). i dont recall any crystals, though i had been drinking for quite a bit and smoked a bowl or two by that time so im sure a few details have escaped my memory. each of my four friends took one pinky dip. starting out sensibly, i took two or three myself and tried retire the bag for the night. however, by this time my sense of time passing was waaaay off from the weed and whatnot. what was really 5 minutes felt like 30, and i eventually downed the rest of the bitter-tasting half gram. im not really sure exactly what my dosage was, but i can guess it was probably a bit much for my first time, especially being a relatively small guy with limited experience in any drugs. this is not to say i had a bad experience at ALL. i started to notice effects at about the 20 minute mark. i noticed the high pitch screams of the guitar begin to dramatically deepen and mutate, almost as if i were underwater. every sound vibrated throughout my entire body. i looked up at the ceiling, the lights, the crowd - for some undescribeable reason, everything looked different. physically everything looked the same, but for whatever reason it was just different in a way, as if i were in a dream. though im definitely not much of a dancer, i lost all feelings of constricked awkwardness and let loose, enjoying movement from the most amazing music i had ever been blessed enough to hear. . i noticed (please understand that this is in the LEEAAST romantic or sensual way possible) how good it felt to touch or bump into people. all the faces of strangers had some strange familiarity to them, as if through the past two hours we had all become friends. i became hot and took off my jacket, though only moments ago we had been complaining about how FREEZING the venue was. i found myself profusely apologizing to everyone i lightly bumped into, not because i felt guilty, but through frendliness and truly wanting them to have a good time. i think when i reached my peak was when i realized how high a dose i had taken. i stopped dancing for a split second to realize i had been overcome with the most amazing body high. it seized every inch of my body, every muscle and cell. it was like a completely non-sexual orgasm type of pleasure in that it was so explosive and ubelieveable. my heart began to beat faster than it ever had before, throwing me off balance, as my breaths became loud and irregular and my body temperature seemed to continue rising. i couldnt make myself stand still, the music and dancing was far too amazing to waste. i became sure that i would die at some point in the evening, because no one could continue living after enjoying such an amazing body sensation. my guaranteed death caused me no concern whatsoever except that i didnt want my parents to be embarassed. i was completely carefree, continuing to dance until we had to leave. when i returned home i realized how hard i was really rolling. i took two melatonin (sleeping aid) which usually knocks me on my ass. but i was faaaar from falling asleep. i tried to lie in bed, unable to lie still as i ran my feet over the wall and trembled. i lay on the kitchen floor to feel the cold tiles with the ipod speakers full blast pressed directly to my ear. i paced around hte living room and drank water to cure my dry mouth throughout the entire night. i looked in the mirror to see my pupils were so big you could hardly see any color and my eyes were twitching. my friend josh and i had a conversation about how we felt like everyone there at the concert was family. i fell into a half sleep at about 5 30 AM for about an hour. i have had severe cold and fever symptoms for the past two days. the inside of my mouth and tounge is covered in sores and my jaw aches like no other. i am completely drained but i have absolutely no regrets except that i took too much. so i was just looking for opinions and wanted to share i guess. do you have any estimate of what my dose must have been? it that dose considered alot or a little for most people? did anyone go to disco biscuits this past saturday or get the same molly there?do you think from my description that what i took was pretty pure or do you think there was other shit in there? im such a newbie to this but i really look forward to doing it again. more responsibly of course
Yea dude did you happen to go to the one saturday? They fuckin rocked it so hard! I was rollin rollin rollin too! Goood times my man, good times!
thats awesome man... i had mollys one time... actually i had 50 caps of mollys but half of them got ruined and the caps melted i guess becuase i stored them in a humid hiding spot, what a dumbass, so yeah i was pretty pissed... but thats awesome glad to hear you enjoyed your molly exp... one of the best you ever will
