Wrong r Right

Discussion in 'Poetry' started by **pinchy**, Jan 29, 2005.

  1. **pinchy**

    **pinchy** Member

    I didn’t know right from wrong.
    I still don’t know if it was rape.
    I mean he felt on me, when I said no.
    He kissed me when I said no.
    He put his mouth in place, my mom told me no one should touch.
    But yet I laid there and never moved.
    Was I the one wrong?
    He never really put it in. only rub his thing on mine.
    Or he used his hand some times.
    Was I wrong for not telling my mom?
    That the man she thought was her friend was touching her lil girl in ways that she didn’t know the words for.
    I didn’t know if it was a good thing.
    The way he cupped my breast, it kinda hurt but I didn’t say anything.
    I just kinda lay there not making a sound
    I didn’t know if it was wrong or right .
    He would all ways came around in the night or when I was in the shower.
    He would touch hisself in front of me.
    Only when everyone was asleep.
    The first couple of time I just laid there, thinking should I like the way this feels?
    Was I wrong for thinking if I should like what he’s doing?
    Is he my boyfriend?

    Six years later I know, all the answer to my questions but one.
    No I wasn’t the one wrong.
    No I should have not like it.
    No he wasn’t my boyfriend.
    Yes I was wrong for not telling my mom.
    Now the one question I don’t know the answer to.
    Was it rape??
  2. Lozi

    Lozi Senior Member

    crumbs, very socially sensitive subject....don't know how to reply coz i don't know if this really happened. well written though.
  3. browneydgrl

    browneydgrl Member

  4. imaflake

    imaflake Member

    Very powerful but I don't know what to say about the subject matter. I think many are wary of broaching a topic that makes so many uncomfortable. Nicely put together though.
  5. hippypiggy

    hippypiggy Member

    Did this really happen? If it did how old were you?
  6. NaykidApe

    NaykidApe Bomb the Ban

    anytime someone crosses a boundry where they're not welcome to force someone to deal with something they're not old enough to understand, it's rape.

    thanks for giving us a look inside the mind of someone who's had to go through this.

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