I can't help it. I can't help the things I do or the things I think or the things I even say. I don't really think I should have to either, it's what make me, me. Some love me for it, some don't. The ones that don't, I still got love for but I just don't associate with them. I don't need to be fed negativity about myself just for being myself. That's their burden you know? I shouldn't have to deal with it. There's lots of people I've got to know in life and I don't like some of the things they do or how they go about things etc. I don't tell them though because I personally think it's rediculous to expect everybody to be like me. Other folks, man, they'll pin you for everything but they just don't get it, they just don't realise, they think it's all about equality but it ain't. We aren't equal. None of us were born equal, that's why we are so individual. You'll never see me conform to anybody's standard of living or life or whatever so you know, if you don't like it, you gotta turn tail and run away I feel. And that's where I'm different, because I will remain friends with the people I don't see eye to eye with. I'm not going to rahrahrah at anyone for their sense of humour. I'm loud and proud and I'm intrusive, perverted, extreme, obscene, I'm a lesbian but I have a very homophobic way of talking sometimes. It's just me. Irm. Jocelyn. And I love watching people with different sense of humour. Like when they're LOL at something I don't think is funny, it's like, haha wtf is this clown on? And then it becomes funny to me. Not the humour, but them. I LOVE watching people, see their faces. People's expressions are hilarious. And the the folks with no sense of humour it's like, yeeesh lighten up a bit bro. But then that look on their face, that shitty pissed off look lol yeah that'll get me LOLing, and I'm LOLing and that face is getting shittier.  and then they blow a gasket. 
