i did molly, 100mg orally. the SSRI's didn't seem to effect it much. i consider this my first exp. with molly... last time i only snorted 75mg, and i was on acid and ketamine and 1mg klonopin so it was sorta hard to say what it felt like for sure. the intensity took me by surprise, it all hit me at once and everything was beautiful. i thought and felt things i haven't felt in way too long... everything was so well intentioned, the whole energy behind living was so pure. psychedelics may feed the mind but ecstasy shoots straight to the heart.
I know what you mean when you say ecstasy shoots straight for the heart. you see everything with clarity; with out fear, lust, or alarm.
haha i was worried at +45 minutes when i wasn't feeling anything, because i've heard it kicks in at around 20 minutes to half an hour. i wasn't feeling a thing, went out to have a cigarette and WOW. now i know what people mean when they talk about the intense and sudden onset... it was dark out, and i was in my friends back yard and lights suddenly took on this psychedelic glow. i saaw squiggly lines all over the place, and i got this intense rush through my body and head which "fuzzed" my vision for a minute and took me hiiigh, all in the space of about 20 seconds. i got worried for a second thinking i had taken MDA, but then i realized i felt GREAT regardless so i saw down, lit my cigarette and the visuals faded but it was serene, perfect, clear from there. all of my anxietes faded, every little thing that i don't trust about people disappeared and all i could see was how people just do their own thing, they all seemed so "true", and every thought i had, i trusted. normally i can't look at the sky without feeling panic (some strange agoraphobia i have, have had, for years) which NOTHING has helped, not alcohol, benzos, trying to "think" it out, nothing. i laid down in the grass and stared up at the sky comfortably for the first time in years. plus, a lightning storm was starting in the distance so that was amazing to see. man, i had no idea molly was so thorough. i figured i would feel good, but this really echoed pure love all the way through my body... in that sense it's pretty psychedelic, it just gives you the sense that something deep and cosmic is going on. this was 100x better than i expected it to be, which was based on the first small dose i took. this totally blew that out of the water... i had like 2/3 cans of beer throughout the night and took a few bong hits, but i didn't even feel the weed and obviously not the beer. i think i understand what all the fuss is about. but i know that if i overdo it, this feeling just won't be the same. good thing it's not available often.
