I would have beat the shit out of a punching bag! I certainly needed to. First of all, let me just say, the work I do, is not what I am meant for. Clearly. Its quite laborous, but with anything I do, I am 100% dedicated, workwise. My employers are entirely contradictory and often we need to figure out for ourselves what they want from us. Putting aside all the shit I could vent about, this morning, getting into a pointless fucking shitty argument with one of the 'team leaders', after I couldnt help myself and tears started to well up. Which is TERRIBLE because I never want to do that sort of thing in a WORK environment. So I was fuming for the entire morning, beyond what I ever had been mad about before. Its just fucking shitty. I reamed out this older guy we work with, who is fucking ignorant. That felt good. It was a long time coming. Just everything, was wrong. Thank GOD FOR THE WEEKEND. Escape to the cottage. To the lake.
no, I need a car. Then ill quit. Its good money. Possibly drive to the mountains. Then at least I wont be hpmeless. If anything happens, I can live in my car.
My dads right. I need to return to Karate class so I can get my aggression out. Used to be ALL the boys up. ....I am quite patient and flexible, past the point often, of what I expect myself....but there comes a time when you need to tell people to FUCK OFF (in business wording)....sigh HushBull: Merchandising and changing layouts of currently, grocery stores. But we get different contracts with different stores at other times.
I don't like where I work at the moment. Infact most of the companies I've worked at I haven't liked. And the reason is pure and simple - politics! And boredom is the secondary issue. My last job I got on well in as I moved around, didn't see the same faces day in day out and was left alone to get on with the job. A huge breath of fresh air. Unfortunately that company couldn't afford to keep me on full time so I left back in August.
Maybe a job with less consumer emphasis wouldn't be so hideous... I hate jobs with teams. I always conspire to take out the leader. Just who I am I suppose.
I can follow instructions, fine, but I cant take bullshit you call constructive criticism. Shove it up your ass, you know? Get to know the meaning of that term. I am not meant to work FOR people. Its a fucking simple job. I can handle it. They put way too much thinking into the simplest of projects. Take it way too seriously. Drives me nuts. Are these people for real?
I have met people at work who take life incredibly seriously, so I know the type well. And also people who are middle management, yet they think and act like they are royal.
And that is why I deal with food, not people. I've never had to bitchslap an apple or a bag of onions...*image*
Where are you working, Penny? I really dont want to quit this job. Ive had about 6 jobs since January. Its never a problem finding one, just tolerating it. Most people I adore. And its great money. Speaking of which...must book massage...