worry wart

have ya ever been so worried about something that you really shouldnt be worried about, but worry about it anyways and have it eat you up inside and make you feel sick and think of nothing except for what your worrying about?

i fucking hate it...sometimes i wish i just didnt have the ability to care

 

yeah
i hate it too



makes me feel "mommy" (used as an adj)

 

not reali, sometimes i wish i had the ability to care.
if you worry, you die, if you dont worry, you still die, so why worry?

 

Office Space.

 

dude :O

thats true

but i still like to care...just dont want to worry anymore

 

don't you smoke a lot of weed?

not caring should come instinctually.

 

it seems to work the opposite for me...usually when i get stoned, i seem to care more.

 

when i'm stoned, i seem to either think i'm taking lots of naps (blinking) or decide after hanging out with someone for like 20 minutes, so interrupt a conversation and introduce myself (i think i did that....).
or i lay on the floor and think i'm in mission impossible. lol (that was my first time).

 

me too.
it makes me care about everything!

 

Yeah.. But usually it turns out that I was right worrying about whatever it was.

 

"If you worry you die, if you don't worry you still die, so whats the point of worrying?"


Thats what they used to say when my Dad was in the bush, its a saying that pretty much has got me through life

 

I love how you're always so cheerful Hugh

 

It all ties back into my philosphys

My friend told me that i'm so laid back the flow actually moves faster then me


and stop mocking me :$

 

i worry about like all the shit i shouldnt worry about but i dont worry about shit that i should worry about

 

Haha I wasn't mocking you, I was being genuine.

Did your friend mean laid back.. or just slow?






Okay, that was me mocking you. But you so asked for it.

 

i realy wanna be happy again, but its hard not to think about certain things...

that sounds like such a goddamn emo thing to say i outta just kill myself right now...damn it


imma just think less of it until later tonight. just wish i had a straight mind to be able to focus enough on my test today

 

yesh
often
sometimes nearly give myself panic attacks over it
lame

 

I think I kinda walked into that

Hahaha....I think she meant laid back



*panics*


Guess who works at tesco now?

 

what a great thread to read. in more ways than one...

Paul, I have no idea what you're going through, but I too have been worrying about _____. It really...sucks. But... life goes on, whether you can do anything about it or not.

Lately I've been writing emo songs. It's soothing. .

 

and this forum........ good gosh, its like a public therapy forum.


...that is one of the loser-est things you'll ever hear from anybody. ahaha...