Brian's job is a huge stresser for him. And it doesn't pay *that* well. So, we've been trying to scrape by, but with everything going on, we know it's just not happening. So I've started looking for work outside of the home. I found a good lead, as a 911 operator. It pays very well, so well in fact, that BRIAN could stay home with Moire. He could quit his job and be with his little girl. I'd love that. But...How do you do it? Leave your baby? I just can't imagine being away from her. I know she would be with her daddy and that is just as good as being with her mommy, especially since I can't breastfeed, but it still seems really hard to even contemplate.