Will i have a bad trip?HELPP

I have never done acid.
I've wanted to for so long tho.
My good friend and i made a pac,to do it with each other.
Neither of us can break the pac.

For the past few days,i have been thinking VERY hard about doing it. I've been sick,and in bed while she has been out with or friends doing other types of "psychedelics" such as dxm. Which i feel is nowhere near acid.
She also did this one pill,which is what my E was once based off.
She didn't experience a real trip or anything she says.
Needless to say,she has been going off on all these trips,while i've been trying to get my really shitty life back together.
As i expected,she brought up acid on the phone,and asked me if i was ready.
I honestly don't think i am! My school is shit right now,My home life is shit right now,and i feel like i'd have a really bad trip if i did it right now.
I wanna wait till i know exactly where i'm at in my school life,and when i pull somethings together at home.
Which my take,a few weeks?
but,i don't wanna make her wait,should i just do it soon? Or will i have a bad trip?
Cause i don't want my first lsd experience to be a bad one.
I feel like all my problems would really get to me,and i feel like i'm not completely over past problems,and they might surface.

am i over reacting or what?

 

ya might have a bad trip if you have that mentality...
do it when the time and place and people are right... youll know when

 

but what about her?
Do i just leave her hanging?
Our two other friends were planning on doing it with have dome it at least 2-3 times?
Even more perhaps.

 

what difference would it make to her to wait a couple weeeks?
it should be used when your completely confy with your situation and surrpiundings
just tell her your not gonna be ready for a couple to few weeks cause u gotta straighten some thinfs out 1st and leave it at that...she can trip withput ya if she gottam and trip again with u if thats what u wanna do
but u cant trip b4 u r ready just to please her

 

also, just noticed your 14...its powerful medicine, id suggesst waitin way longer then a couple weeks
theres no hurry and if u dont trip till your older then that just shows your smarter

 

But it can't be like that,Night can't trip without Day.
Hm...maybe i'm not cut out for acid.
I think i have to many supressed memories and what not.
My urges and longing to do it,might be overpowered by lack of self assurance

 

ya got a lifetime to trip, but right now your so young dealling with so much, and arent really sure of yourself
you'll trip when your meant to trip..dont rush it

u said u been really sick lately? layed up even?
did u mean severe or near severe depression? sorry to assume, just kinda got that feelin..
u say u got supressed memmories and stuff, alotta unresolved issues
id really think that waiting till your lil more stable would be good, dont worry though, ya can trip anytime in your lifetime that u feel ready, it dont gotta be now or soon, if your meant to trip ya willl....at the time thats right

 

Your right!
It's crazy to think i NEED to expand my mind at this age,so what if i don't think i'm ready. If she cares then she isn't my other half.

It was a physical sick..i didn't get it diagnosed.
I'm always sick though,every week i'm sick.
And i stay sick for ages.
it's probably a protein thing,i'm vegan so i don't get all the proteins i need.

 

Yeah, you should probably learn how to eat before you start dropping chemicals into the mix, but you've already said that, so I guess it doesn't need to be repeated.

If you can get your body healthy, then your mind will follow. Or, as Afrikka Bambaata said, 'free your mind, your ass will follow'.

It might be an interesting exercise in selflessness if you go ahead and let your friend do her thing without you. Your attachment to this 'pact' may be unhealthy.

Some of my closest friends are thousands of miles away from me now, and we remain close, though we seldom talk to each other. If we do, it's always just like the old days and the love is still there. The only thing that has changed is that we aren't so judgemental of each other as we once were, and we place no conditions whatsoever on our friendships, like we did back in our trippy highschool days.

I'm not really sure why I'm telling you this, but I think that what seems really important to you now may change in the future. Perhaps some day you will learn to take advantage of your place at the top of the food chain (why squander your ancestors' efforts to evolve?) and these little drug pacts will seem silly.

 

lmao.


but in all seriousness.
develop who you are before you start dropping fucking cid. your 14. your a baby. hell IM a baby.

it's just not something I think most 14 year olds should do. learn more about yourself, and more about the world and reality in general. expand your mind without drugs first.

 

i agree with them except for the idiotic top of the food chain commdnt, your probly not protein deficiejnt, most gvegans eat too much protein
the food chain is a cycle, there is no top
in fact, if anything were at the bottom, who eats us? worms, bacteria, viruses, microorganisms that feed the soil which feeds the plants we eat
sorry just had to set the kid straight
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this freind, is she, more then a freind i giuess?
why should her freindship and all be dependent on what drugs u do?

you seem pretty smart, you know whats best for you, but lil insecurity is making u not trust yourself and risk yourself for her..
i dunno to me seems like this freindships not as healthy as ya think maybe
but i fdunno just guessin on very lil info

 

your worrying way too much acid is not that scary ulness you scared of pretty colors and geometric patterns one thing you should know is when your on L your thoughts at high doses are like a hurricane you think very quickly but thats at high doses heres the best way too sum it all up i forget who said this " go into the trip with love and acceptence and you will rise too the hevans if you go into the trip with fear and worry you will fall too the pits of hell" look im 17 and iv done acid countless times i spent all of this past summer tripping just stay positive and stay hydrated you will have the time of your life

 

wait till you're older

 

The main theme of all your responses (beside anti-veganism)
is that i shouldn't cling to our pac,and that i should wait.

Well,your all right. Your older,porbably more wiser. So i'm gonna wait as long as i feel i have too.

and about not clinging to my best friend,like she's oxygen or something.
I don't have to stop that,she is fine with waiting. What a great other half.

 

Right on about the Vegan thing.
That's one thing i find REALLY important in my life.


No,were just friends. But more like sisters. I suppose it is a bit unhealthy in a way. But it's okay,cause when everyone elses imortal souls part in death,ours will continue to travel together.

 

Its all about the state of mind man. you have to much goin on to be wanting to trip. and if your that close of friends, she should understand your not ready. acid is a beautiful, wonderful, and unexplainable cosmic experience that you have to be ready for. not only do you have to be ready for it, you have to believe your ready for it. if your unsure of tripping, then don't.

as for age, 14 is and isn't to young. its all about the state your state of mind, and I agree with everyone else, from what you've told us, you should probably wait. I first tripped when I was 14, near 15. it was the best thing in my life. it opened my eye's to a whole new reality and way of thinking. but if you feel your too young and not ready, then wait. there is nothing worse than rushing it. be smarter than all these other teenagers looking to get high.

peace and love.

 

its nothing like you think it would be.

 

Hey, if eating vegan is important to you, good for you.

As a non-vegan who has vegan friends, I'll tell you that nothing is more annoying than going out to eat with vegans who complain about what they think is in their soup despite the server's claims otherwise. Vegans also always seem a little grumpy and hungry and, well, malnourished, like someone on the no-carb diet.
One thing I've eaten that I regret is whale meat. I'm anti-whaling, but feel like I've lost the authoritity to speak out against something that I enjoyed doing (I enjoyed eating it, I certainly wouldn't enjoy hunting whales), and really felt no sense of guilt about. That's the thing, I regret it on an intellectual level, but there's no visceral shame.

Soaring eagle, you're mistaken if you think that bacteria and worms are able to have the same sort of inner dialogue about the morality of devouring a corpse, and I know that you would not suggest such an absurd idea. I only mention it because I think the capacity to consider and choose what we eat based on our moral judgements is just one thing that puts us at the top of the food chain. Yes, it is cyclical, but it's also linear, it's just a matter of which perspective you choose to channel at the moment. Ideally, an integrated viewpoint would be embraced. The two certainly aren't mutually exclusive, the cyclical vs linear foodchain perspectives.

 

I was tripping on mushrooms one day and accidently walked onto the killing floor of the local pig plant. That's why Im a vegetarian now. But vegan? damn, no way

 

That must have been terrifying.